Blossoms on fire

Chapter 12

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'You can come in.' says Noor.

The doors are opened and the doctor enters. He comes closer to me and Noor.

'Are you feeling better?' he asks.

'No.' I answer.

Because I did not stay in bed.

'Leonora was afraid about us so she went to the window and stood there maybe ten minutes. Then she fell.' Noor explains.

'That is not good. Princess stay in the bed please so you can get better and better.' he says.

'I am sorry.' I say.

I feel so guilty. He wants me to help me but I spoiled it.

'Do not be. I do not know exactly what I try to heal.' he says.

'What do you mean by that?' asks Noor.

'I cannot identify this illness.' he answers.

' If you do not know how you can give Leonora remedy?' Noor asks.

'I thought that she has Ilumpie. So I gave her infusion of Riunde. But then came Ave and she says that you are in sore and it is painful to walk. It is not Ilumpie but I cannot think of some other illness. I am sorry, prince.' he says.

'But will Leonora die? Do you know this?' Noor asks.

'It is very possible.' says doctor.

'What is possible?' asks Noor.

'Death.' answers doctor.

'What? Why?' says Noor.

'Princess Leonora may be the first.' says doctor.

'Why are you telling me only puzzles to solve!' yells Noor.

'First ill by this illness.' doctor ends.

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Two days I was in the bed with fevers and in pain. Sian was near to me when he was healing but after he got better he starts to train again. He hates himself for to be so weak and to be weaker than Noor. From his defeat, he had so many nightmares about losing that fight and lose me forever. He screamed many nights out loud. He woke me up but I do not mind. 

I am feeling sorry for him. If we did not have any connection he would not be so stressed about losing. 

He visits me very often and always he did He is so wounded. I got scared every time he came what I will see next. Sometimes I got so scared that there is thought about him not visiting me but someone else saying he can die.

Two days back Sian told Noor that he loves me. And these two days I found out that it is true. He kisses me and when he was with me he was so happy, he was like a star shining in the night. Then Noor entered when we were kissing each other and Sian got so jealous.

He told me that he is holding his emotions when he hears Noor talking to me.

When he visits me he does everything to make me more comfortable, to erase the pain I am feeling from all of my body, to make me happy he reads me the books. He gives me flowers. When he looks at me I can see these eyes looking at me with the greatest love I ever can find out in this world. This look makes me so happy it makes fade away the pain for a second. This makes me smile.

Now is morning, maybe 7: 00 am and I cannot sleep. I hope Sian will come today. I am counting minutes from the last visit he did yesterday at 0:00. It was for me so unexpected and surprising.

He said: ' I forgot to give you your goodnight kiss.'

Awe. So sweet.

I am lying on the bed still in the sore. The doctor tries to do his best but I did not get better. I drunk so many infusions but nothing has changed by time flowing till now. I got so scared about this situation but with Sian, I can finally forget this thought about the end of the way. My way. Unfortunately...

I was so lost in thoughts so I did not notice Sian entering my room and coming near to me. I find the way at the moment he starts kissing my lips with his.

'Love. I am here.' he says.

'I know. Your lips I know how it tastes.' I answer.

'Are you feeling better?' he asks.

'Nah. Still the same.' I say.

'I am sorry for you.' he says in a worried voice.

'Thank you for being with me. With you, I can forget the pain.' I say smiling at him.

'You are so beautiful I cannot look away from you.' he says.

'I am not.' I say.

'Just keep smiling. But even without the smile, you are pretty.' he says.

'But this is not the most important for me. I love all of you. All I can find in you.' he continues.

'I love you too, Sian.' 

What?

I look around and I see Noor.

'Leonora, why did you make me say truth instead you?' Noor says.

'Noor. I like Sian. Do not get in ...' I start.

'In your relationship? No doing it.' he says.

'And do not say the things I can only say!' I continue.

'Leonora, a doctor will visit you soon.' Noor says.

'Okay, I will stay with Leonora.' says Sian suddenly.

Arguing again?

'No, I am staying here for her appointment.' Noor says.

'I am not leaving her!' Sian says.

'You have her only for yourself. You have her in her free time. I want to be with her too. So I am staying here.' Noor says.

'But I love her unlike you!' yells Sian.

Noor got angry: 'So heal her with your love!'

Noor looks at me and then he leaves the room.

The doctor comes and when I told him that I do not feel any better he got very sad about it. He says he is going to work on it and he left.

'Leonora.' says Sian.

'Yes.' I say.

'I do not wanna lose you.' he says.

'I know but maybe the doctor will...' I start.

'This is true too but I mostly mean that if you will heal out of this it is very possible that I am not strong enough to win over Noor.' he tells me.

'You is just keep training and you will be.' I say.

'I am not!' he yells.

'I am training by night falls over. it is a week now but no progress!' he yells again.

'Sian, do not give up so easily.' I say.

'I cannot win over my brother.' he says for himself.

'Do not give up. Never.' I tell him.