My dumb self

forst days of schole

OK SO MY FIRST DAY was kind of Ok.

my second DAY ABSOLUTELY SUCKED!

i found out i have no classes WITH ANY OF MY FUCKING FRIENDS HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN???? IM ANTISOCIAL AND IM NOT GOOD AT TALKING TO PEOLEL FIRST SO NOW IM GONIG TO BE LONELY..

ok my first class is
hip hop II which i might dread doing but today i found out jose's favorite senior is in that class and she told him she saw me in that class and she said it looked like i didnt want to be friends with anyone LOL. so he said that shes gonna start talking to me and "take me under her wing" and im glad theres people that still give a shit about other people and whether they have friends i think thats very sweet. and WE WROTE STUFF DOWN ON A FLASHCARD ABOUT OURSELVES AND GAVE IT TO MRS KOEPP BUT I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS GONNA READ THEM OUT LOUD. she said every day shes gonna read a couple and were gonna guess who it is in the class. OF COURSE MINE HAD TO COME SECOND. it was really embarrassing and she was like "i like memes and spending time with friends and kittens" AND EVERYONE WAS LIKE LOLOL AT THE MEME PART AND I WAS LIKE YAY PEOPLE R LAUGHING IM FUNNY HAHA. AND THEN I BOWED MY HEAD IN SHAME WHEN SHE STARTED READING IT AND EVERYONE WAS LIEK its her LOLOL. but ya my old friend joseph is in that class too and i tried striking up a conversation but he was probably thinking stop talking to me i hate you die DUSHAHA.

my second class was uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I COMPLETELY FORGOT TF OH YA I REMEMBER

it's psychology and i fucking love that class.

ive always wanted to be a physical therapist when i grow up bc i like helping people with their problems and seeing them happy bc i was severely depressed for extensive periods of time in my life as a child and a teenager and i dont want people feeling that way at all i love people so much.

my teacher is so nice and i love the feel of her class it gives off a cozy vibe where u can be urself and she said that all the conversations and things r confidential in the class bc we will be having discussions and people could share sensitive and personal things. we also will talk about addictions and what drives them. when we start talking about that i will want to share my whole story about me being addicted to monsters HAHA. and i feel like she is a very trustworthy teacher bc she said our journals for the class will only be seen by her and its a place where we can let out our feelings about how we feel and at the beginning of every class were gonna write about what were grateful for. man shes probably gonna be my favorite teacher and favorite class of all time i only met her once and she feels like a second mom figure. and we got deep into topics on the first day too like woah thats such a cool fucking class u can literally talk about any problems u have or anything and u feel accepted and loved by everyone like wtf.

my second class LOL I MEAN MY THIRD CLASS is uh tf is it

im trying to remember them hold on

oh ya the next one is english and i have no friends in that class what so ever but theres cool kids like macy and alexa and SHIT i forgot their names but anyways theres like 5 people i can be friends with but they talk about stupid stuff that isnt really me and im like Ok bye  so im going to try to find other people and sit by them and maybe???become frienwds.

i need friends why am i saying maybe

the class was super boring but its bc the teacher is quiet and not enthusiastic but shes nice it would orobably be more fun if i had some fucknig friends..

my last class is biology and the teacher is so funny and i have some people i know from before in that class and maybe we can become better friends and ya heha. when we were making name tags she was like write a nick name thats school appropriate and not something like PENIS AND EVERYONE LAUGHED BC U WOULD NEEVR EXPECT A TEACHER TO SAY THAT LOL and she was like and for ur favorite hobby write something interesting u like to do everybody has their own unique thing❤️ just dont be brutally honest and write "i like to watch porn" HAHAHS (jacob) ANYWYAS..

she was cool and shes the only person ive ever seen with different colored eyes woah.

im going to write about the seocnd day of school tomorrow bc im getting tired and have to go to the gym in the morning good night children ( ˘ ³˘)♥