Impossible Love

Chapter 15

Calm!

Stay strong!

Beth, listen! It's not like a car crash.

Heart! Stop beating this fast. I'm worried with myself if I can handle it.

C'mon Girl! You can do this, okay?

I rolled on my bed and punched the pillow hard just to get off under my skin away. So, that was how I got the arms-muscles.

Okay! Now I'm alright!

'Wait, why still beating so fast?' I clutched my heart and fist that got hurt from hitting so hard.

It was so unbearable. Is that how Kris would react, too, if I confess to him? What now? I can't accept myself the truth. Kris was with Julia, okay? Stop thinking too much. You didn't have the chance to deserve him. Also, he's your brother.

Stop! Stop! Stop here!

Let's get dinner!

I spent about 4 hours in my new-room relaxing and sleeping to get off those temper-feelings. I couldn't keep my promise. That's girl!

"Dinner ready yet?" I shouted running down the stairs like a cheetah.

"I thought you wouldn't speak to me?" he pouted, while he was preparing the meals nicely.

"Nah! I promise!" I smiled then plopped down on the chair straight.

"Friend?" he looked at me curiously.

I nodded carefully. "Best friend!" Kay smiled like idiot and gave me the chopsticks.

We ate laughing but not even a word was spoke out. Only eyes-contact and laugh did.

"Can I help?" I asked leaning next to him.

" You shouldn't say 'Can I help?' but 'I'll help'" he laughed pinching my cheeks. People always do that to me cuz of my bubbling cheeks. It's cute!

I helped him. Washed the dishes. Finished about 5 minutes. B'cuz only two set for two peeps here. Anyway, I couldn't bear to have no marshmallow cuz back them ExFamily always had it for me at every meals we had.

I'm hungry! Marshmallow!

I need them. I couldn't stand without them.

Or I'll go Satan all around the house.

"Hey! Open up!" I knocked on the door loudly.

"WHat?" he replied annoyingly.

"I'm hungry!" he opened and knocked my forehead like father does.

"As I told, You're my crush but I don't buy or give everything you want, okay?" he gave me a stupid face.

"Yo~ That's why I ask you. Buy me! I couldn't stand without them." I hugged his arm.

"Please! Ma'am, enough I couldn't also stand you anymore." he pulled me outside hopping on his motor.

"Thanks a lot, beloved!" I pecked him on the cheek and he blushed knocking my head.

People changed! World changed! Everything change if love join! This would be how Kay felt. It would be even more realistic if I were with Kris like this.

B*tch!

He's Julia's! Stop Dreaming!

"Get down, faster!" I pulled him right away after he got off the motor.

"It's just 6 pm. Look like the mall gonna close in the next 5 minutes?" he chuckled and went after my pull.

"This! Plus++++++ This! This! Also, this!" I took everything I like. Grape Jelly! Marshmallow! Milk! Apple Juice! Yoghurt! Not forgetting that I got chocolate from Alex.

"Kid! You're a kid! Why all of these you bought are all for kids?" he rolled his eyes not preventing me from buying those.

"Hey, Al! Why are you here?" I herd a voice that I used to hear and liked. Still like but acted not to.

"Oh! I don't have legs?" I asked turning to see Kris and Julia together holding hands.

"Why aren't you staying home with us?" Julia snapped with an evil look.

"Stay? Us? Such a b*tch! You know what you're doing right?" I broke off and pulled Kay with me. "Wait!" I turned around again. "Don't forget to call me of you're going have a marriage, okay?" I punched Kris hard in the chest and got away.

"What happens to her?"

"I don't know. Maybe she hated you not telling her we're dating?"

Those sluts' voice still there on my background. I hated that damn much.

"What happened? You seemed to hate them so much. Don't you ship the two? They're cute together!" I laughed pinching my cheeks again.

"Asshole!" I punched his cheek hard and got out leaving him doing the check up.