Impossible Love

Chapter 18

"Is that me without the past?" I pointed to the sky.

"That's the sky without the moon but with many stars trying to light it up. Like you, Without him but we all here beside you, staying by your sides. Forever!" he smiled and ruffled my hair.

He moved closer. I closer. Closer and Closer.

Without noticing our lips touched.

I felt the warmness. I never thought of this but it's happening.

We kissed! Heart beats like machine.

I broke off after about 2 minutes when he was about to hold my waist.

No that never gotta happen. At least, married appear.

"Sorry!" he blushed, turning the opposite direction.

"......." I replied nothing and blushed too.

"Okay! Now let's get home. It's late already." I gave me his hand and we went back home.

On the way home, I leaned my head on his back but my brain thought about Kris. I still can't think straight about what am I gonna do so I chose to float by the wind.

"Mom, Dad! We're home."

"They're, maybe, sleeping. Don't disturb!" I whispered in his ear.

"Of course, they don't when their child is outside." he chuckled. He was right, they came down looking at us.

"Oh! Hey, M.... Karen and Darren. Sorry, for....."

"No no no! It's okay." she shut me up by her no.

"Emm!" I bowed and ran upstairs but Kay pulled me back.

"Come here!" Karen waved to me.

"OKay!" I nodded and joined them at the living room again.

"So, you're with my son?" Darren questioned me amazingly.

I-uh-I really don't know what's happening now . How could I even answer that?

"Dad, give her time. She only has one day count from when I told her. How could she decide that fast?" Kay answered instead of me that gave me a relief.

"Er, Yes. Can I have some times?" I pleased them with my puppy-eyes Dan they nodded.

"That's alright. Give us answer anytime you will have the answer in your mind." they replied and gone upstairs.

"Thanks!" I said to Kay.

"Nevermind, best friend?" I asked and hugged me directly when my tears fell again.

What happened?

Heart, stop that feelings.

Kris has happiness now with Jule.

Don't worry! If you were meant to be together you will, okay?

Go to sleep! Do not think too much.

After waking up you'll forget everything. Okay!

No, it isn't true. It has been over 7 years now and I don't even how many times have I open my eyes and I still can't forget him.

Okay, just calm. Forget it!

"I wanna sleep now." he released me and I went to my room, leaving him sitting there thinking something I don't know.

[A knock on the door came...] "Yes?" I answered the sound.

"Your mashmallow and coke is still left downstairs and here I bring it for you." the voice seemed so real but I couldn't help feel the way he feels toward me like he did.

"Thanks!" I took it and closed the door.

"Can I come in?" but the voice stopped me from closing.

"Argh~ Come!" I pulled his sleeve inside and plopped right down on the carpet near my bed.

"So, you always eat at time like this?" he poked my head.

"As always!" I groaned.

"That's why you're not so slim like you wish." he laughed hard rolling on the carpet.

"You~~" I growled and leaned my head on the bedside.

"C'mon! Do something fun!" I pinched my cheeks.

"Not again. Why people like to pinch my cheeks so much?" I pinched his arm.

"Ouch! That hurts."

"Answer me!"

"B'cuz of your puffy cheeks."

"Puffy?" I rolled my eyes.

"It seems like, though." he chuckled and that made me too.

Without him I'll have no where to go.