Impossible Love

Chapter 32

"Good Luck! It's just 5:30 am." I opened my sleepy-eyes slowly.

Both guys are laying on the carpet facing the Tv. Great! They had turned it off and else I would killed them just in the morning, the moment they open their eyes starting a new day.

I jumped up the stairs to my bedroom for clothes. It normally is, I needed to change into my exercise uniform.

Before I could even leave my bedroom my phone rang in emergency. Don't say it's Jordan again. What's wrong with him, nowadays?

"Well, it's really you, Jordan!" I answered annoyingly.

"Hey! Morning, Beth!" he greeted.

"Yeah? Any problems again?" I rolled my eyes, my usual reaction.

"I wanna have some talks with you. Wanna go exercise together?" he asked.

"Is it about Julia?"

"Maybe? Yes." stupid answer.

"Okay! Get ready! I'm waiting at the park." I told him and quickly turned it off.

I ran downstairs in a rush and bumped into Kris. Luckily, we hurt nothing at all.

"Why so early?" I looked at him.

"Don't you remember that I have a tons of works to do?" he laughed.

"Oh! Yeah, I forgot." I smiled. "I'll have your shop as my part-time one. Adding, Change your shop's name." I chuckled and ran outside.

"Okay! Have fun with your morning-exercise." he shouted from my back.

If it's before, I would've told him already where I'm going but now I can't. Things related to Julia won't be going through his ears or mind anymore.

I rode my bike quickly to the park but the spotted that Jordan were already there with his worrying-attitude at the bench.

"Hey there!" I clapped his shoulder and sat down next to him. "What's up?" I asked looking at the empty park, which no kids would wake up this early for the fun.

"Yeah! I'm sorry if I bother you but I-uh-I want you to help me with something." I spoke wildly.

"Tell meh! Is it....." well I didn't finish my sentence yet but something flew and bumped into my head. "Ouch!" I turned and saw that it was Kay.

"Sorry!" he bowed. Walking near our bench where we were sitting ten picked the thing, which just hit my head. It's a round ball, for kids.

"Kay? What's wrong with you?" I stopped suddenly when I realized that I didn't talk to him. That was awkward.

"......" He replied nothing and walk away without hesitation. Well, now he did know I confused to talk with him.

"Give me a moment!" I accidentally asked Jordan for a moment and quickly pulled Kay's wrist back.

"I said I'm sorry. Couldn't you forgive me?" he brushed my hand off.

"I don't think it's a good reason to act like we don't care. We have to talk about this." I explained him.

"We talked enough. Is it?" he raised his eyebrow.

Now!

Then!

Here!

This moment!

I understood the feeling of getting
pissed of by someone close to you.

"Well, yeah! We talked but without reason." I smiled awkwardly.

"Reason? I have no one reason. The only one is you don't love me. If you got dump by Kris then don't take me as your free-time boyfriend. I don't play with people's heart, like YOU!" that hit me to my breaking point.

"Kay~" I started to have nothing to say.

"You also understand right? Look at Kris and Julia. What if he takes you just replace Julia to make him feel better. Would that be easy for you? No, of course not. not at all. Then I think we should end here." I looked down, eyes started reddening.

Him? Me too, I got it.

"I'm sorry but I want to tell you something." I tried to concentrate. "We never have that kind of relationship. Just best friend!" I added.

"Best friend? How about the kiss? Is it nothing to you?" I started to scold at me for my attitude.

"It was an accident." I smiled confusingly, without any stupid reasons.

"Okay! Accident. It was it. You talk so easy. If I could be so heartless like you, I would be. But it hurts my pride to act-don't-care like that. Like nothing ever make you lose control." he gave me his last smile and walk away immediately.

I didn't realize, until I turned back, that Jordan was looking at our background. Yeah, I'm heartless and care-free person. So, what? The only thing I regret is losing friendship. Not a person who always love you.

My face went red. Nothing I can do rather than relaxed, now. Just, I won cry like this.

"What happened between you guys?" he looked at me. "Well, I don't wanna make it worst. if you don't wanna tell me it's okay." he comforted me.

"Nothing wrong. We're just having a little argument. Tell me, your story and see if I can help." he tried to forget what just happened at the moment.

"Really, is it okay for you?" he reassured me again.

"I told you it's okay. Just tell me!" I shouted at him.

"Calm baby! Calm!" he moved away from me inches.

"Now! Or I'll go back home." I persuaded him.

"Okay! Well, I think you already knew the story. About Julia, I don't know what to do. She came to me and stayed at my home about 2 days already. She asked me to make up." he sighed. "I feel like loving her is a mistake. Yeah! I mistaken her so far. Also, my parents found me a good one already. She's a lot better then Julia. Though, I don't know what to tell her about my life."

"How idiot are you, Jordan? Tell her, she asked you to break up and now make up? No way! No good girl would do that. Especially, got from one to another when her ex has problems. Is that love? Plus, you already found your the-one. Well, I'm kinda not good at this. These are all I can tell you. Explain her more by yourself." he pat his shoulder.

I'm a one of the idiots? I told Jordan what to do but I couldn't face it myself with Kay? I'm just really idiot. Well, like he said I think only of myself. But not of Kris, too. He's my forever.

"Gotta go!" Jordan waved. "Thanks!" he smiled.

I was about to walk to my bike but "Wait! Don't forget to tell her. Don't ever come back to Kris or else she'll be dead my own hands." I shouted just loud enough for him to heard in a distance.