Impossible Love

Chapter 63

I walked as quick as I could to the stairs up to my bedroom. Before, I could someone got hold of my wrist. It seemed like just in a second and that guy just popped behind me like having a power to teleport.

I couldn't move anymore. My legs stiffened. My every of my body parts froze. Everything around me were all disappeared except me him and the pounding hearts. The whole world stopped moving or turning. Butterflies flying in belly in anger, hatred, regrets, loves, happinesses and all of the feelings that exist in this world all mixed together. I went cold. Though, my heart kept on pounding so fast like there's no tomorrow.

I finally woke up from my imagination. By the soft and warm touched I already knew that it's Kris.

My heart skipped a beat. I noticed that every one of my friends were all silence. They were all looking our way. But, I didn't pay any attention on them. What I did was to Kris. One part of my heart said I want to understand why but the other said I don't want to know anything.

"Beth!" that voice calling my name woke me from my thoughts again.

I didn't reply. I just stayed silent turning my back to him. My tears started to form under my eyelids.

"I don't know if you gonna reconsider about what I'm gonna say. At least listen to me." he tried to calm himself down. I heard it in his voice.

I tried really hard to keep my eyes from turning into a waterfall. I didn't respond but I knew that this guy will just say it anyway. So I stayed still turning my back to him. I opened up all my ears and heart and brain to get what he gonna say so soon into me fluently. Then he started talking.

"Finally, this is the right time for me to tell you about my secrets. I'm going to tell you what I've always been hiding from you since we first met. Alizabeth Kylie was the girl I like the most and is the only girl I love the most. I loved you since I was 10. Your actions, your face, your attitude, your words, your everything-inside and outside-I love everything of you. You were acting so good 2 years after that that I never realized you love me, too. Every friends of ours can see it through your eyes that you love me but I never believe them because you never showed me until then. I never noticed the things you did for me. Your braveness, your considering, your opinions and your acting. You are the most strongest girl I've ever see. You can still pretend that you don't care and act like nothing when I'm with her... actually, I don't want to remind you of her. But I want to tell you this.

"I once felt like I love her but no I just realized it when I lost you. I always have been loving you I never forget it. I made up with her just because I don't want you to worry about me. I got to cure myself from the disease that you just recently discovered. I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you and even made you hurt. But, I couldn't help it. For now, I want to admit it. I'm sorry for everything that I've done. Forgive me or not it depends on you. If you can't I'm just gonna regrets all over my life. Just remember, I love you and forever will." at the last part it made my heart went all damped. My eyes, finally, turned into a waterfall.

Yes, I love you,too Kris. But right now, I can't do it. I just need time. Everything isn't all easy to solve even after you explain everything.

Why? If you're sick and I can't help you with it? Am I not that perfect enough to cure you? And if so, why would you love me? Kris, tell me why? I don't understand. All of these are a mess.

I wiped off my tears with my fingers and palm like a crying-two-years-old.

"Just give me time!" that was all I said.

I needed to think. I needed time. I just needed all of those things to come beside me and give myself more chances. Then I pulled Kris's hand away from my wrist and walked slowly upstairs to my room.

I didn't know how many hours or days will I take to think about everything. It was just so insane. I couldn't think of anything instead crying to release all of what only Gawd know that I never showed.

Kris's P.O.V

||1 hour later||

Everyone was panicking around like Beth was having an operation or something. Well, NO, Don't ever think of anything like that. If she really is I would just die or donate my organs instead.

I didn't realize how much I need her until now. She's my life. She's my everything. I can't live without her. I'm worried if she had to use a day to make us wait or something. We'll all due waiting for her. Plus, gifts were all waiting for her down here. Whenever she gives me answer, she'll receive all the seas a present from her insane friends.

I heard footsteps. Coming from the stairs. Nobody gave a word. All eyes were looking the way the sound came.

Finally, she's coming. Have you make decision yet? I was going to ask but no I couldn't. I just needed to shut up first.

Helen was about to run into her but got caught by Alex. Yes, Everyone was here. Even Jordan and Scarlet. I didn't know why they all would have such a big deal about this. Though, thanks to them for being so nice and helping to us. Our relationship.

"I...." I was about to fainted out just seeing her started talking. "Wanna talk to Kay." she looked around for him. He walked out from behind somewhere.

"I'm here." he showed up.

"Come!" and again she walked up her room.

After I heard the locked of the door, I finally blurted out. "Anyone have any ideas why?"

"Kris, Shut up! She needs time." Alex screamed but with worries in his voice.

"I was just..." and I shut up. I didn't want to make anything worse.

"It's been more than an hour. I'm so hungry. The food must be cold already." Al said silently and went to the table.

"Albert Sheer! You hungry pig. Stay still a moment." Jenny finally gave up standing listening to his saying.

"Okay!" he nodded so obediently.

Both of them came back down. My jaw was about to drop when I saw her. What the hell was happening? Were the two serious? Seriously, I'm out off my mind. Looked like its not only me. Everybody all stunned.

Well, of course, this was so crazy and insane after all. Don't tell me that the world gonna turn upside down so soon. I might need doctor right then. How the hell could that insane best friends managed this whole situation-thing? Now, I'm really out off my mind. I didn't really understand what was opening.

All of us gathered into a half semi-circle. I couldn't move. I got pulled by Albert. Absolutely, I knew it isn't a plan about this one.

Obviously, when did I stand here? In the middle of the crowd of idiots friends? My eyes were about to push my eyeballs to feel the old floor. My heart was pounding so loud as everyone in here could hear it. What? How? When? Why? Did the mange to do these?

My brain now working on what I see in front of my eyes. It was so unbelievable and so impossible. She's so beautiful in dress. I couldn't imagine it. I didn't expect her like this.

I couldn't take my eyes off her. I watched until she reached in front of me. Everything started swarming around of me again. The world seemed to stop from tuning around for that precious moment. I kept looking at her until Kay left my sight and joined the semi-circle.