Impossible Love

Chapter 35

I felt something touching my bare skin. It felts like another of the bare skin. Cold. Soft. Smooth. What was that kind of thing? Was it a fake blanket or something? Wait! What is Fake Blanket? Gawd! It's bothering my sleeps. For the same reason, I didn't know what time was it? I felt so sleepy, still, maybe it's just midnight.

That things really annoyed me so I had to open my eyes and see what it was. That nearly shocked me death when I saw what it really was. I couldn't talk but the moment that thing move I screamed loudly until my ears hurt itself badly.

"KRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!" at last I kicked him until he fell off the bed.

"Ouch~~~" he groaned hard. "Alizabeth! What kind of creature Re you?" he tried to get up and sat next to me. "Now my butt hurts, you need to work for me." he teased me.

"Work for you. I have to go to my new workplace. Are you kidding me? Why are you here? And your room? Wait! I did remember that I locked my door properly. How can you come in?" I sat up straight and looked at him.

"I missed you a lot. I miss the morning arguments, morning hugs, morning smiles and my perfect morning noodle." he told me like it's a drama when it's simply my life.

"Had your brain bumped into something? Or you used wrong medicine?" I felt his forehead. It's normal. "Kris, are your working?" I poked his forehead.

"Of course, it does work and so properly at all." he suddenly hugged me warmly.

I got shocked. What just happened, I can't believe it. My lips were in place and my tongue was rough. How come warmness make you cold? My body is exchanging heat or something? Gawd Damn! This is soooo so weird.

"Kris, are you okay? Don't worry! I'm here. If you worry a lot your health won't be good at all. Believe me! I'll take care of you." he suddenly cried so hard and loud. I pat his back.

".........." He kept on crying like a fool kid. Deep into his eyes, I saw nothing about me. He talked to me and he hugged me but that wasn't for me. He looked into my eyes but that was something different that related to me. I know him well and more better than any others in the world. That things that were just happening isn't for me. It's for someone he loves and really loves in his life better than me.

"Kris, tell me. What happened?" I wiped off his tears and concentrated on my acting instead of running away just to escape the truth.

"Beth! Since then, after tomorrow you'll be working, right?" he asked me in a just-finished-crying-voice.

"Yeah, why?" I caressed his cheeks and looked at him.

"You'll not be here often like before and no one will be here but Albert. Alizabeth, you're going far but still in my heart, sister." he hugged me again. "Julia" that name hurt me so well. "isn't here anymore and she's not really here. She's that the one for me but you're more special to me. Remember, I'll always miss you."

Things happened like a dream. I didn't know what was wrong with him. So I just let him showed off all his anger and sadness. At least, I got to know what's really inside him. What he's thinking? Well now I know it.

"Why are you saying all these? It's not like I'm going to be gone forever!" I wiped off his tears and smiled to encourage him.

"Sleep! It's just 4am. I'll wake you up at 6:30 and we'll go for exercise together." he cleaned his face and came sleeping next to me.

We haven't been like this for long time ago. When this happened it feels like heaven. Heaven is the best word to describe me now.

"Good night!" I pinched his cheek and closed my eyes.

It wasn't him who wake me up but me who wake myself up. I didn't want to wake him yet. Just wanna enjoy watching his views when he's sleeping.

I saw that he's eyes are swollen because of crying last night. His cheeks' are cold and red. I touched it. It's a relief that it didn't wake him up yet. When I was about to get up, I just realize that I was in his hug and the distance between us is so close that if I move a bit forward out lips'll touch. I won't dare to that to whom I love for my whole life yet. He's special to me.

I pulled his hands slowly away from my waist and put on his belly. I got up slowly just to not make any noises that can wake him up. I did it.

I got change quickly into my exercise uniform an tie my hair up high in a pony tail. Today I got only half an hour to do my everyday-morning routines because I got to go to the work place at 7:40 am. Well just the first day, to introduce myself, maybe.

The moment I entered my bedroom, Kris was already in his uniform standing up straight.

"Look alright?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Aren't you going to the shop?" I questioned him instead.

"Albert is going. I want to spend my last morning with you, okay?" he hugged me fully, chuckling satisfyingly.

"Last morning?" I pulled him away looking at him.

"Just maybe cuz you're working right?" he smiled encouragingly.

"Oh! Yes." I nodded and pulled him outside. "You're good in this suit." I put up my both thumbs, laughing.