Impossible Love

Chapter 59

Kris's P.O.V

The moment I walked away from her. It hurts the most in my life. I didn't want to hurt her but I have no other choices left. Just not seeing her some minutes I already felt like stabbing my heart with a sharp sword already. Asking about to leave her? Forever? I think I could never do that. Ever!

Just, I didn't how I tortured myself to walk out of her sight. But, I knew it hurts her even more than I hurt myself. The day, I first met Julia Heather, my felt so happy but angry at myself at the same time. I felt like she's my the one but no when I met Julia everything's changed.

Not my heart changed from loving Beth to Jules but I felt like the world changed to the most evil one for humans. I love you, I love everything in and out of you, Beth, but I didn't know why, why?, I choose to come with Julia. I used to love Julia but not now. I only felt loving her the first some days and after that nothing at all. All I want is you, Alizabeth Kylie.

I don't want anyone to relate with me but sorry, too, to Julia that I couldn't love you. Sorry, if I just have to use you as a reason of hurting her and made you girls haters but I don't know I just wanna apologize. To whoever I made them feel bad.

"Hey, baby what are you thinking?" she asked me sweetly.

"Uh-..." I didn't know what should I reply. Instead I "Let's go shopping?" I looked at her.

"Are you okay?" she hugged me. I wanna hugged her back but I resisted to because I felt wrong.

"What you mean 'Are you okay?'" I raised my eyebrow. Well, this habit I got it from Beth. We always have this same habit when since we were young. Though, we shared each others' habits, a lot, like a lot I forgot how to count.

"Nothing." she shook her head. "Just you look like you're so worry about something." that scared me. Worry!

"Oh!" I stood up. "Get going better. I'm okay." I finally answered her question.

"Umm! I forgot I have to drink milk first." she stopped and got to the fridge.

Milk! I always have to force Beth to drink milk before school and bedtime. Until she's old enough to get it as a habit. I missed everything that relate to us.

"Kay? He's upstairs right? I think we should all him too." I asked silently.

"Yeah!" she rolled her eyes. "But why should we call him too?" and sighed.

If that was Beth, she would go kick his ass out of bed. She'll be waking everyones up and go together even if what or how much she wants to stay with me. She will just get all friends and go together. She's not that selfish. She's a really good girl I've ever met and known since I was born.

"He'll be bored around here. Let's just go together. It'll be fun." I pleaded her.

"Fun? Why doesn't he go home? Why he needs to come here with us? He's really weird. He's that bitch's best friend and suddenly come here isn't something good at all." she got under my skin.

"Don't ever call my-my sister a bitch! Don't tell me I've never warned you before. If you dare to, I'll never forgive you. And you're the bitch which you're calling others." I couldn't stand anymore and I cut her off.

"Kris Lucas!!! You insane things. Why you said that to me?" I ignored her and ran up to where Kay was. "Come back! Faster!" she stood there stomping-I heard the sound- until I barely heard her voice.

I banged the door hard but before I could do it already opened for me.

"Hey! Are you guys fighting?" that even got me off my nerve. Not that I wanted to lie but I was just too tired to answer anything.