Impossible Love

Chapter 60

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young an we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

[A knock on the door...]

I opened the door quickly and saw that it's Albert.

"Hey!"

"Hey!"

We hugged. He hugged me first.

"So... Why are you listening to sad song again?" he raised an eyebrow.

"No! How come you know it's sad? It's jut the guy showing how much he loves her." I frowned.

"Don't make that face, okay? Smile!" and he smiled as to tell me to do the same.

"Okie." I nodded and imitated his smile with laughter after that.

"Good girl!" he patted my head. "Well, today I called our friends to party."

"For what?" I surprised.

"You don't need to know that. Just know that it's a party for me." he made a face.

"Hey, wait!" I pulled him back before he could walked to the kitchen. "I'm nearly running out of marshmallow."

"So?" he rolled his eyes.

"So? So I need you to buy me some." I laughed at him.

"You just bought it with Jack, alright." he ruffled my hair.

"That was 2 weeks ago not just. Well, half a month already. I bought only 6 packs of them. You should buy me 12 so I won't ask for more in 1 month." I pleased him with my most cute-acting face.

"Girl! You win." he sighed. I jumped over and hugged him.

"Yay Yay Yay! Thank you! Thank you so much my best friend!" I even kissed his cheek.

"You gotta save that for someo....." he paused. I paused. "No! I mean I'll buy you a human-size teddy for you. So you won't have to kiss me so much." he laughed so hard at me.

"Save that for Jenny. I'm going to get Helen to buy twice-human-size teddy for me." I stuck my tongue out at him playfully.

"That? Alex just sent it by taxi for her last week." he seemed shock with what he just said.

"Damn Freaking Gawd! How dare that stupid-little-insane-idiot-shit do that to me? I even got the world famous ice statue creator and did something for her. She gave me nothing. That freaking Alex even bought her big teddy. Why I get nothing? I hate those friends. Don't ever call those peeps to party at my home!" I didn't know where all that speeches popped out of my brain. But I liked what I said.

"You got no choices. It's my 4 months anniversary."

"4 month? Aww! How sweet-chocolate-candy of you guys?" I acted jelly.

"Seriously, where do all those only-god-knows-what words came from part of brain?" he rolled his eyes the second time.

"I bet you too." I laughed so hard. "Well are you going to make me lunch?"

"Yeah Yeah! Stay put." and he went off cooking for me.

I knew that I'm somehow kinda weird nowadays-without nay reasons telling me why. But I love my this self. It's fun how I net get hurt or sad again even thought sometimes I do feel it but that's not that bad for me. I'm better. I'm cured from every of the old-hurting-past. I'm gonna live my life without that guy. Plus, I bet he already married with that bitch Julia.

But, who care? I don't. Whoever cares I don't. I just needed to rest for now. Too tired of listening to music, singing, dancing like idiot. I'll just have lunch after resting. I knew that I'm changing into a bad habit but I never care anymore. Note, never forgot my morning exercise.

How much I love that Kris Lucas guy? I didn't know anymore. I bet to figure out so soon.