Impossible Love

Chapter 28

"Ms. Can I see room.......?" without finishing my sentence yet she cut me.

"Are you Alizabeth Lucas?" she checked in the computer.

"No! No! I'm Alizabeth Kylie." I shook my head and tried to smile. "So did someone take him out already?" I asked to reassure that he's still here.

"Don't worry! We only let you and Julia Heather to take care of his entrance and exit in this hospital." she smiled.

"Can you please erase that Julia's name from the computer. She's nothing related anymore. I'm the only relative of Kris." I nodded and ran quickly to his room.

"..........." speechless took over me. Kris! Kris! Kris Lucas! I tried to speak but no my voice wouldn't come out even a word.

"ALIZABETH!!!!!" he screamed out my name loudly.

"Kris!" I hugged him and pat his back to calm him down. "I'm sorry, okay? I'm really really sorry please forgive me." my tears started to roll down my cheeks slowly more and more.

"You know what, Ms. Kylie, they let me eat something I hate the most in my life and I don't wanna lose anyone close to me more in my life. I hate being with people that don't know me clearly and try to comfort me. BETH! Take me home!" he cried loudly which I've never had heard before, after he became 10.

"Tell me what happened okay? Did they make you eat seafood soup again?" I wiped his tears off then mine, tried to speak fluently.

He nodded. "I know you know how totaled care of yourself. By the way, these days I've never see Julia. Is she okay?" he cried more.

"That's enough! You can go home by yourself." I walked away from him but he caught my wrist.

"Beth! Tell me is she okay?" I pleaded me and was about to kneel down for my answer.

"Is that how important she's to you? Your heart? Your life? She's just a b*tch who never understand you. She only sees your handsomeness, money and every goods that you have but not the real you. She never understands how you feel. Me, your sister, I always here here" I pointed to his chest. "beside you. To take care of you. To give you everything you want but not her. Not her. NOT JULIA!!" this time I was the one who got jealous and hurt most not him.

"Aliza-Beth?"he looked straight toward me in the eyes. "Are you saying that you..?" He walked slowly to me.

"You what? You love me? Yeah! I love you, so what?" I shouted without caring whoever would hear that.

"Beth?" he looked at me again and, suddenly, hugged me.

"Argh~~" I screamed again and stared to cry off sooo loud.

We exchanged cry? No this shouldn't be happening. I hate most crying in front of others especially Kris and now I did.

"Let's go home!" he pulled me up and pat my back.

He wiped off my tears. "Thank you!" I smiled and prepared everything for home.

"So, where are you staying?" he asked me while arming my shoulder.

"At Kay's." I smiled.

"Kay's? Don't kid around me, Beth!" he turned to me.

"Yes, I am staying at Kay's family." I reassured him that I'm okay there.

"Brother? Sister?" he raised his pinky finger to me.

"Brother. Sister." I raised mine and put it together with him the we laughed.

Since he was 9 and I was 8, he ate seafood soup at the orphanage and his close friend got sick then died at the hospital. After about half a year we went there to visit our friends and he ate that soup again because its the traditional food there. Nothing happened but when we got home about just 2 hours we heard that his tutor the orphanage died because of down disease. Those were what he fears of. We go everywhere together after then because he never wants to lose his close relative anymore like he did in the old childhood memories. We pinky-swore to never let each other fall but then we broke it. Since then he never eat seafood soup again. Julia Heather is the main reason. I hate her. He hate it as much as I hate Julia Heather. I understand that.

"Will you come back so soon?" he asked curiously when we arrived back home.

"Get in! We need to talk." I stemmed a little embarrassed but whatever we are brother and sister so I get used to it.

"Lemme eat first!" I ate the marshmallow, feet on table watching variety show.

"Can we talk now or never?" He joked but it was still seem serious like before.

"Okay!" I nodded an turned off the Tv.

"So, can you tell me where's Julia?" I sat down next to me.

"Julia? Actually, I-she-uh-I mean she...." I took a long deep breathe. "Maybe she stopped love you already. Really, you mustn't be thinking or worrying a lot so that your disease won't appear again." he calmed him.

"Stopped?" I widened his eyes. "What you mean, Al?" he shook my shoulders.

"Maybe you won't believe me." I shook my head and brushed off his hands.

"You know right? It's that she lied to me she never have boyfriend." his eyes redden.

"Jordan Mellow? He was Julia's ex. Well, she broke up with him for you. She sees your richness and handsomeness not your heart. See? She plays like that with guys. When you got into hospital she never comes and see you. I heard, no I mean I got a call from Jordan that she's asking to make up. Is that your special person?" I pushed his forehead hard to make him back to his sense.

"Alizabeth Kylie no one is better than you my sister." he smiled and hugged me.

I knew that hugged. It was family-ship hugged. We seemed to already forgot about what I've said at the hospital. Well, about the 'I-love-him-so-what?'.