Impossible Love

Chapter 41

Shower~

Dry my hair~

Put on blouses~

Then leggings~ Now it's my favorite!

Tie up my blond 1 month dyed hair up~

Wear my new converse~

Since I worked a lot at, I've been in a figure I always wanted to. I didn't need to exercise a lot because my works were like exercise already. My weights stayed in place. Gawd! Damn Cool!

Today, I woke up at 7 am 2h and half later than usual with an already planned plan. Visiting my Helen~~

Before, that I needed breakfast. I didn't know where to go or maybe make my own meals.

Thinking about last night, nearly everything I said was true. My mouth betrayed my heart. Well, not that it was betraying. My brain have the ideas but my heart ain't. I always wanted that to happen but I also don't want to. Though, it's nothing advantages for me if even Julia won't have Kris. It's like hurting Julia and especially and dearest Kris. So, I'm making the truth fate happening. I don't want things to go wrong anymore. I have to check if he had email her yet. Plus, after that I'll do my plans. Even though, its hurt but I'll get used to it one day. Because they said that if the one you love happy then you'll be happy, too. I wish it's true. So I won't have to worry anymore about life.

I went into the mall. I couldn't believe that I can survive 2 months without marshmallow and coke. Maybe, that also helped keeping my weights still. Well, now I can't take it anymore. I put 5 packs and 5 cokes into my cart. 3 chocolate bars. 2 cartons of milk. 1 boxes of candy. Now it's time for fruit. I think I haven't visit Kay's parents for long. I should do before Helen. Then I'll hangout with her later.

It's cold outside. The temperature might kill me if I had a bike or motor. Luckily, I rent a BMW. Damn Gawd! No way I'm just kidding! Just Highlander that was all. I'm not that rich just to rent yet. On the way, to Anthony's home, I had half pack of marshmallow and half carton of milk.

Alizabeth Kylie's GDP was yet too low to buy a car so just renting was enough. Plus, eating a high class food so eating marshmallow was just all.

"Hi! Karen Darren! I miss you a lot." I ran to hug them the moment they opened up the gate.

"We missed you, too. Where have you been?" Karen pinched my cheeks.

"I smell that job is in you." Darren teased me.

"Yeah! I'm working At Florence Trading and Business Company." I smiled and they led me inside. "Of course, I'm working with Kay. Didn't he tell you?" I looked surprise.

"Woah! That kid should've tell us already when he called to us." Darren looked angry.

"Well, first I didn't know that. Then I met him in the office. We work together. Though, we get along again thank to Jack our mate." I chuckled.

"I'm so grateful to hear that you get along." Karen ruffled my hair.

"Hey! Yo~ What's up?" Kay clapped my shoulder.

"Visiting my beloved!" I smiled at him.

"Thank you!" he hugged me and pat my back.

"Wait! Hey! Don't be confuse, dude! I'm visiting my beloved here." I kissed Karen on the cheek for a gesture of loving her.

"Pity myself!" he hugged himself then walked away sticking out his tongue at me directly.

We both laughed at him loudly for his childish acting. "Karen, I'll put this in the fridge for you. You both can go get shower." I informed them just not to make them tired every time I visit here. Them both got upstairs smiling.

"Lalalalala~~~~" I was mumbling the formal singsong music and Kay suddenly closed the fridge door and leaned me to it.

"Look at me!" He ordered.

"Gawd! What the freak is happening to you?" I tried to escape from his surrounding arms but he grabbed my shoulder.

"Stay still!" his face was serious and I can't reject that.

"Why are you so suddenly gone mad this?" I tried to laugh.

"I-uh-I......" he moved closer and closer to my face that I could feel his breath touching my bare skin.

"Don't!" the moment he was about to plant a wet kiss on my lips, I realized that he was already off his feet.

"Beth! How cruel are you? I was just joking around to pay back." I growled.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." I helped him up.

"I won't ever stay near you again." he flinched my forehead.

"Ouch~ that hurt." I groaned.

"I'm not?" and we both laughed so hard.

After this, I needed to check on Kris if he's doing what I've told him last night. Well, right now he's at the shop already. Let's just give Helen a call of I'm done with him, later.

See? Driving a car is so easy. It's not cold, can eat while driving. Gawd! It's damn amazing. I wish I could buy a car myself to work. I must work more than this. 2 months and my fees are only 900$ + 150$ for tips. How could I archive to buy a car? Well maybe i should cut down on my spendings.

Every time, I see the Logo in front of shop I felt so satisfied. Now, it's different. The feeling that Julia will come back soon is breaking my heart, though, I needed to accept the truth that's happening not escaping anymore.

Today, why was it so special? Why didn't he tell me that it's a promotion day? I want some drinks, too. Let's get in! Wohoo! Excited of eating and drinking. That's just me.