Impossible Love

Chapter 58

Until dawn, I woke up. No sign of any living things. No sign of light. No sign of wind. No sign of anything. I felt scary. I didn't know why.

Someone poked me.

Poked.

Poked again.

"Damn Gawd! Why don't you open up the curtain? It's hard for me to wake up without any signs telling me morning just with a human voice." I murmured still closing my eyes.

Through my closed eyelids and I can barely see lights but I did smell the sun. I knew it's weird. But that's me. I can smell through the opening curtains.

Well, I didn't get why today I can't get up at all. I tried to open my eyes but the automatically it closed again.

"To the morning sun or Break of dawn. Ms. Kylie! Wake up!" that voice I missed him. Was he really coming back?

Without hesitant I got up, without opening my eyes, and pulled the guy next to me into my arms tightly. "I miss you so much. Are you coming back?" I started to tear. "Don't ever go back again, please. I beg you I can't live without you." tears came out more and more, rolling over my cheeks.

He replied nothing but hugged me in response. But the feel of his hands over my back was so different and I pulled him over to see clearly. That moment I stunned.

"Alizabeth?" he looked at me in a the same stunned way.

"Jack Fray?" my tears of happiness turned into tears of anger. "Why didn't you tell me that it was you?" I shouted at his face.

"It's morning. Don't get all angry in a sudden. You can't just get angry. But I'm sorry if I didn't tell you. I was waking you up then suddenly you got up and pulled me into a hug. I was ti shocked to do anything so I stayed there." his explanation caught my attention. The way he spoke was true. He was surprised all over not acting and I beloved him. Through his glassy black eyes I could see, too, that he wasn't lying to me. He's an honest man I've ever known.

"I'm-I-.... I'm sor-r-ry, Jack. I didn't mean t-to sho-out at yo-you." I sobbed. Pulling my legs up, I buried my face into my knees directly. He patted my back softly.

"I said don't get angry so it's mean, too, not to cry. You just have to smile so you could have a bright happiest day." he kissed my hair.

I replied nothing and kept on sobbing that turned into crying.

"Hey, you know that I've never ever seen you cry and now even if I see I still believe that you're the strongest woman I've ever known. Alizabeth Kylie, c'mon! Get up go shower I'll take you somewhere. After then I'll get bus home." he pulled me up and wiped my tears out off my face slowly. Giving me a smile, he finally gave me towel and pushed me into the bathroom.

I couldn't do nothing so I accepted.

||30 minutes later||

"So last night, where did you sleep?" I asked Jack, my eyes searching around every corner I walked to see if there were any signs Kris might come back and take something. But NOTHING. I gave up. He hurts me enough.

"Here, on the cushion!" he pointed. "Though, it's even soft than the bed back then at the hotel we slept. So don't ask if I'm uncomfortable." he winked.

"I know that. My friends all enjoy the sofa more then my bed. Plus, no insects here." I chuckled. Whatever this place tell me it was so good but it left me many things that remind me of Kris. I didn't want to stay there but I had no other choices.

"So maybe me too?" he raised an eyebrow. "Whenever I come visit I'll just stay at the cushion and someday I could take it home." He ruffled my hair.

"No! Never it's the precious thing ever." I shook my head. And why I said that? Didn't know why it suddenly popped out of my mouth. Though, I remembered staying with Kris there all night long the day I was about to leave him too.

"Haha... I think we might go now." he took a n unexpected look at me.

"What?" I surprised.

"I wish you're wearing dress. I think it looks better on you." he bit his lips.

"C'mon! We're not dating or anything. Just leggings and an oversize t-shirt is enough." I smiled.

"I suggest a no. You always wear that as I can see. Plus, it's becoming too formal for you. Try others too." he pouted. I was too shocked to look at the pouting expression on handsome guys' face. Why guys always look so cute when pouting? I wished I can see it on Kris's once more.

Every words related to him made me wanna cry so I needed to do things to forget about it. I didn't want to get sad all over again. You know, it's not important. I've lost someone who doesn't love me but he lost someone who loves him. I bet him wrong to do that. Though, not that so bad but he has Jules who loves him too. Anyway, he hurts me enough until too much so I think I can let go of him for my own goods. Let things work by the consequence. If we're destined to be together we will. Don't worry that much, Beth.

"Later! I'm hungry." I whined.

"Yes, we're going to eat. Though, I wanna tell you some bad news." that almost made me choke. The word BAD, its always hard to get inside my brain.

"What?" my eyes teary.

"Oh! I'm sorry I didn't mean anything that bad, my girl." he pinched my cheeks.

"Your girl?" I widened my eyes.

"No-uh-Nah... Not in that way." He chuckled. "You're getting fatter nowadays." he laughed so hard at me.

I pouted. "Not that fat right?" I looked at myself.

"Of course not. You're gaining weight I didn't say you're so so fat like that but I this shape you're pretty chubby and cuter than before." it makes my blushed.

"Wahh! Kidding me?" I raised an eyebrow at him.

"No..kidding..at..all." he said every of the words clearly that I could hear.

"Thanks!" I smiled. "And only two of us are going?"

"Not really. They're busy with their works. I bet they'll come around at night." he wrinkled his face but that doesn't seem to make him old at all. His face still young and smooth after all.

"Okay, It's nothing. I can just hang around all by myself. But, Kay, where is him?" I questioned.

"Kay? I don't know. I just disappeared since he said his mom called. I couldn't contact him." he shook his head.

"Later? I'll go visit his parents' home and see him there then. Let's go first." then we departed to the mall as quick as we can. I was hungry. You know, I can't control my growling a stomach that good.

I had a good time. I forgot about every single bad things, just when I hanged. Though, I wished I could never know him or returned to my past to change my stupid insane life. Anyway, I'm glad I have these kinds of best friends.