A CRIMINAL Is In Love With Me

Is missing!"

Play song whenever you want. I just thought it resembled Dawn...

It wasn't easy. It hurt you know? Watching, hearing and feeling your baby every inch of the way. But the person you want the most by your side can't be there. I found out he was finally engaged with Rebecca. To say I was torn was a understatement I was just numb. I stared out my window watching the snow fall slowly. A wet drop fell on my palm and I look down then up to see if there was a hole in the ceiling, when I saw nothing but white, I touched my cheek, cursing on why I was crying. I hated this feeling. The fact that every single thing reminded me of that jack ass. I guess he didn't throw me away to protect me...

I felt butterfly's in my stomach and I let a smile arrive on my face. I touched my stomach and smiled at the movement this little hero is making.

"hey there..." I whispered. I found the gender. The kicked again and I laughed lowly.

"I've never been so wide awake when you kick little guy." I pressed two fingers to my lips then pressed them against my stomach. "No one can keep me safe....only me. And now I promise to keep you safe. Always."

I rested my head on the pillow and stared at the snow drops falling from the sky. 

My eyes grew heavy and I let out a shaky breath as I closed my eyes... Not realizing I cried that night. All night.

***

"OW!" I screamed, clutching my stomach. "Oh god "

My legs moved feeling the sheets damp. I flinged the covers off of me and was terrified at the sight. 

It was wet. Another sharp pain Hit me and I screamed in agony.

The door flew open and The boys ran in. They went by my side.

"What's wrong?"

I looked at Brian as if he just asked me did god tap me. "Do I look ok to you?!" I gritted my teeth.

"Bring me to the god damn hospital jack asses! I'm going in labor what the hell do you think!!!"

They stared at me wide eyed and Brian nodded slowly. He took my hand. "On the count of three."

I stared at them. "Do I look like I am on the 600lb show?! What the hell you counting for? Get me the fuck up I am not fat!"

"Fat ass." I heard carter or Alex mumbled. I shot them a glare and the helped Brian get me up.

"Grab my keys and phone!" I mumbled pointing to my night stand. Carter got everything, as they helped me to the car me holding my stomach.

"Isn't he a bit to early?"

I nodded taking heavy breaths as I sat in the passenger seat. "Way too Oweeeeee!"

"Shit." One of them muttered. Alex ran to the driver side and struggled to put the key in the engine hole thingy... I don't know anymore.

"Hurry." I cried out. Brian scooped up my hair and played with it. I didn't bother checking to see what he did with it as This little guy kept kicking and kicking.

Alex finally started the engine and the car roared to life as he zoomed off.

***

Police sirens came behind us and Alex cursed under his breath. I wasn't having  this today.

He zoomed to the side of the road and it was if the police men knew I was going into labor and he was taking his sweet precious time.

after 2 years of waiting he finally arrived at the window.