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Okay, so!
I need to tell you something! I never thought I'd ever get to this point in my life because K-Pop has always weird to me, but I listened to this group a few weeks ago. Their name is BTS and I am surprised I like them?
You know I'm the kind of person who listens to the top 50 worldwide charts on Spotify and Drake. Not something like this, but I gave them a chance. Where have they exactly been my entire life? I know this is a ridiculous letter, but I couldn't help but write about it to you. I know you're like me. You listen to what's popular, not some random language.
You only listen when you understand, anyway. Most of the time you don't, and I'm not talking about language.
Anyway, it's really cool and fun? You'd be surprised when listening to BTS and see all these genres they have. Their lyrics, too, are so good and meaningful. Even their personalities are really fun. They're so fucking attractive I sometimes can't breathe.
I created a fan account on Twitter for them. Me. Hah. A fan account. Dedicated to a specific group.
That doesn't sound like me.
Then again, maybe I was sick of the me I was and needed a change.
Back in April, I was at my lowest, and I think I needed something like light like this. I'm thankful for their existence and grateful they came into my life. I was ready to die, so this was a positive surprise.
Anyway, yeah . . . I don't have anything else to say.
My new friend I got in Spanish class, Selena, she's so nice. She makes fun of me, but it's not hurtful. Anyway, she stood up for me several times this school year when Brita was being ugly towards me. I really appreciate it. I'm grateful I got her as my friend.
Truthfully, I feel insecure about standing up for myself. Whenever I do, people always turn the blame around and make me the bad person of the situation cause I'm the one one who's hurt. How does that make any sense? I'm the one who got hurt and somehow it's still my fault?
Anyway. There's light at the end of the tunnel. I realized this now.
I am so excited about the future for once. BTS helped me cope better and that stupid fucking girl is leaving.
I'm so happy while writing this letter.
Can't believe my first year of high school is almost done and I survived the first half of 2018. Crazy.
Yours truly.
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