Blue Academy: A Girl Who Pretends To Be A Nobody

Blue 37

CRUST ZENNON

“Why are you taking all of my love ones ma? Am I that bad person back then? Sobrang sama ko na ba talaga at ang mga mahal ko pa ang kinuha mo?” hindi ko mapigilang hindi magtanong at napa-angat ng tingin sa taas.

Hindi ko napigilang hindi mapatulo na naman ang luha. Ngayon ang libing nila. Maraming nagluksa at mas lalong nawalan ng pag-asa na manalo sa laban na ito. The girl warriors ay nasa ilalim na ng matinding training sa pamamahala ni Hm.

They're so cold and fearless at day but every night I always heard them crying missing their love ones. And that includes me. I miss her so much.

Napailing ako at napapahid ng luha. “Life is really unfair, they make you happy for a moment and gonna destroy you for a lifetime.” I uttered bitterly.

Mabilis akong napatingin sa taong humawak sa balikat ko. She seriously looked at me. “What do you want?” I managed to asked in a cold way.

She sighed. “Seriously? Malamig ka parin kahit ganito na ang nangyayari?” she commented.

I did not respond. “I can feel it.” she said suddenly.

Without throwing a glaze I answered. “Feel what?”

“Encantasia’s downfall.” she answered.

I frozed on the spot. “That can't be happening. She will be guiding me.” sagot ko na na umaasa at tiningnan siya.

Napailing siya at natawa. “Really? Hindi ka pa ba nagtataka prince? Kinukuha niya ang mga mahal mo sa buhay at alam kong malapit na ang katapusan ng mundong ito. Maghahari sila Crust. Maghahari sila!”

I glared at her as I throw her a fire ball she immediately made a shield for herself. “You're not her godammit! You're just a guardian.” I shouted in anger.

All of a sudden she smirked. “Dapat ka lang palang galitin prince para tumibay ang loob mo. Sa mga kinukwento you're a heartless vampire living in this world. Pangalawa si Caspian at pangatlo si Casper. Pero pakiramdam ko unti-unting naging malambot ang iyong puso.” aniya

Hindi ako nakasagot. It's true. Labis akong naapektuhan ng mawala si Aby at hindi ko na naiisip ang ano mang resulta ng bawat hakbang ko. She's my life and she's been taken away from me and it hurts so fucking much to the point that I also wanted to die. I want to follow her.

“Want to know how to when this upcoming war prince?” I heard her say.

“How?”

“Anger.” she answered in a very low voice.

My forehead creased in confusion. “Anger what?” I asked as I glance at her for a short time.

“Use your anger to be strong Prince. Use that to win against the darkens. Tumitibay ang tao kapag napupuno ng galit ang dibdib prince..” she explained.

Napayuko ako. Yes, anger. I can use this anger to win. Para ipaghiganti ang mga taong kinuha nila sakin.

“Where should I start?” I asked cluelessly.

“You should start with a hard training again.” she said in motivation.

I gaped at her. “Who would be my mentor?”

She smirked. “No other than me. Makalaya Dimagiba.”

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“888.....893..899...967...984...999...1000.” I counted as I continued push ups.

Agad na tumayo ako at napatingin kay Makalaya. “No panting?” she asked.

I glared at her. “Vampire.” I tsked.

Napatango-tango siya. “I'm sure Aby would die again if she's going to see you like this again. Your body is back to normal again. Abs are in the right place.” she commented.

I snorted. “Shut up. ” I hissed at her and drank blood in the bottle.

“Were not going to have our training?” I asked. She shook her head as she continued reading her witchcraft book.

“Naturo ko na saiyo lahat ng techniques at style. All you need to do is to master them.”  she said.

Napatango ako. “I'll get going.” pagpapaalam ko.

Napatingin ito sakin. “Where?”

I sighed. “I'll be meeting Hm for today.” tumango siya at hindi na nagsalita kaya nagpasya akong lumabas na sa training room at agad na dumiretso sa dorm.

I expected that a noisy dorm will welcome me. Pero nakalimutan kong wala na pala sila. They already leave me. And I'm here alone again.

Napailing ako at nagpunta sa kusina at kumuha ng malamig na tubig na maiinom. Wala sa sariling napatingin ako sa litrato naming magkakaibigan na nakasabit sa dingding.

The photo was taken four years ago. And it makes my heart aches even more. Wala na sila sa tabi ko. Kaya kailangan ko ng sanayin ang sarili ko.

Wala ng nathan na pasekretong tinatawag akong unggoy at isang chocolate monster.

Wala ng Grey na sinasamaan ako ng tingin kapag inaaway ko ang pinsan niya. Nawalan rin ako ng bestfriend.

Wala ng Xian na palaging tahimik sa gilid ko at mapagmasid.

At lalong wala ng Thunder na ubod ng hangin.

Bakit ba kapag wala na ang tao saka mo lang marerealize kong gaano sila ka halaga sa buhay ng isang tao?

I shook my head once again, at naglakad nalang papunta sa living room. Wala sa sariling napatingin ako sa sariling repleksiyon sa television.

I see a well-built man, a perfect face that women are willing to die for. But in his eyes it's lifeless. His lips were red but lifeless. How come I ended up like this?

I used to be the one who make people suffer, I used to be the one that they should afraid of, but now? I am the one who's suffering. I am the one who's afraid that in just a blink of an eye I'm gonna lose my family too.

I just can't take it anymore.

Nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad papunta sa kwarto ko at pumasok pero napahinto ako ng may maaninag ako.

Isang bulto ng tao, at base  sa tayo nito isa itong babae. Nakatalikod ito sa akin kaya hindi ko matukoy kung sino siya.

I swallowed hard. There is a hint in my mind but I don't want to assume.

“Who are you?” I asked coldly. I see she frozed.

“Faced me and tell me who you are?” I ordered her.

My world shaken when she faced me and I noticed who the woman is.

I unbelievablely uttered. “Mmy..” as I lost my consciousness.