Moments // Billie Eilish

Chapter 24

A/N; WE DOIN BILS POV BABYYYY, don't screech at me if you disapprove of how I depict her it's just a story, not her true persona

<3 Bilstan

Billie's POV

Harrington just went into the shower because we have to leave in two hours for my interview tonight, but I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by my feeling towards her. In such a small ass amount of time my feelings towards her have grown beyond anything from the past and I can't help but be terrified.

Am I gay? Bi? I don't see any other girls in the way I see Harrington, it's not even about looks though, I mean don't get me wrong she is mighty fuckin fine. With green eyes, flawlessly tan skin and an ass that put anyone to shame but the connection is surreal.

She gets me and the pointless shit that comes out of my mouth. When I make comments and ask questions, she has the same ideas or thinks about the same questions. And when she opened up to me about getting injured it took me back to dancing and I really felt her pain.

I really needed to clear my head and talk to Fin and Claudia about her.

"FINNEAS! CLAUDIA!" I yelled entering their hotel room.

Please God if your real dude, don't let them be fucking.

"Jesus Billie, what do you want we have to leave in an hour" Finneas exited the bathroom and sat on the couch.

I rolled my eyes and sat next to the bozo. Claudia came in, sitting herself on Fins lap after giving me a hug and kiss on the cheek.

"What brings you here Billie and where is Harri?" she asked.

I smiled at the mention of Harrington before answering Claudia, "oh she's taking a shower, but I needed to clear my head and talk to you guys"

They both looked at me with raised eyebrows and I continued, "well as we all know I haven't been particularly in the happiest mindset lately and shits been pretty fucking negative, but after meeting Harrington feelings have changed and kinda developed"

"Developed how?" Fin asked.

"Well no hiding that we act like a couple, but I thought I was straight, and still kinda do. I mean I have never felt the way I do towards another girl apart from Harrington only guys. But my God does she pull me in. I just- fuck me, I don't know bro like when I'm around her I can't help but smile, as soft as it is" I tried explaining.

"And it's only been a few days, like not even a goddamn week and I brought her on tour, the first day we met I kissed her, out of free, pure fucking will and enjoyed it more than any other kiss. I just don't want to leave her and get my heartbroken again, it seems to be an often occurrence" I sighed.

The couple in front of me was silent, thinking over what I just ranted to them.

Claudia opened her mouth and began consoling me, "well if it makes you feel any better I knew I was in love with Finneas as soon as we met, it's not about time it's connection and if you feel that with Harrington then go for it hun. As for the sexuality thing don't worry even if the world will, you haven't cared until now so why start Bil? Plus I'm sure she will fly over during her term breaks and whenever she can, you guys have a connection like Fin and I, everyone can see it. Billie you're the happiest I have seen you in a long-time babe, enjoy and embrace it"

Jesus Christ my brother picked the right woman, I got up and threw myself on top of Claudia and Finneas hugging them and kissing both their cheeks.