Moments // Billie Eilish

Chap 27

A/N Billie can be my baby daddy any day, seeing her with kids hits another place. So cute!

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It's our second day in Freemantle meaning only four more days left of tour and Billie has been ignoring me ever since we landed. I have no clue what I've done but every time I ask, she brushes me off and looks back at her phone or starts a conversation with someone else.

But at night when she thinks I'm asleep she'll cuddle me and then purposely get out of bed before me. I'm too scared to ask her if it's because she's on edge ever since the video and photos the paps took of us in Sydney.

Billie left to go get breakfast and I declined the offer to join her making up the excuse that I was sick. Not a complete lie though, cause I'm damn well sick of her ignoring me.

Now I'm on the floor wallowing in self-pity, spread out like a star fish listening to my 'feels' playlist. Of course Spotify decides to test me and plays 'when the party's over' making tears roll down my cheek.

Not having the motivation to get up or at least wipe the tears off I laid there like a dork, crying to my girlfriends beautiful song.

Bet she's not going to be my girl for much longer.

"Woah woah woah! Baby what's wrong?" Dammit I didn't even hear Billie enter the room.

She pulled me on her lap making me realise how much I missed her affection and I began to cry harder. Wow I think my periods coming cause these damn tears won't stop. Billie rocked us back and forth, placing comforting kisses on my neck to calm me down.

"Can you tell me what's wrong now angel?"

"I think my periods coming or something it's fine don't worry" I gave her a weak smile and got off her lap.

"I'm going to worry if I find my girl on the floor crying. So tell me the truth!"

Oh so now she cares?

"Why worry now, you haven't for the past few days!" I yelled back at her "I've been miserable ever since we landed here because you've been ignoring me. What have I done? Are you just spacing yourself to break up wi—"

"No absolutely not!" she dragged her hand through her hair "I- Fuck"

She reached to grab my hand and I yanked it away from her grasp angrily, my tears long gone.

"You only get to touch me when you explain why you've been ignoring me William" I told her sternly and took a step back to put space between us, telling her I was being for real.

"Fine" she pouted and sat on the bed "After that video and the photos were released PR were instantly up my ass about being careful who I was blatantly showing affection to. Which is absolute bullshit. So I told them that, and said that when I announce my relationship it will be on my terms and until then people can speculate all they want but they ain't getting an inch from me"

"Then they had the fucking audacity to try 'damage control' and tell me that it's better if I make a statement that you're my 'friend' and our relationship is totally platonic, then we can come out as a couple later. So I told them they could shove that bright idea up their asses and that I would do no such thing except tease my fans until we are ready to publicly say we are dating"