Jae's lonely life seems stable and dull until he finds out his son has run away from his boyfriend to fulfill some mysterious plan that might break two people meant to be or bring two back together.
"Jungwoo, Lucas is ok!" siad Renjun so Jungwoo nodded.
"I'll take him to my flat, ok?" asked Lucas glancing at Jae.
"No it's bettef fof him to be in a known envifonment? Take my caf I'll go with Jaemin and Junie," muttered Jae giving another key to Lucas.
"Today I'm a lucky man," Lucas grinned. "Renjun catch, take your stuff," he throw his house key to the boy who grabbed it quickly.
"So you have hidden at Lucas?" asked Jaemin his face sour.
"You'd have found out anyway," whispered Renjun. "And I wanted to stay there," he added.
"Why?" Jaemin's eyes were filled with sorrow so he looked away.
"Wasn't I clear in the letter?" whispered Renjun.
"No you weren't," Jaemin knelt on the floor in front of him resting his hand on his knee, this small gesture giving Renjun a thunder like sensation.
Renjun sighed, what should he do, he couldn't tell his plan now, he needed to find another way to escape them. He felt Jaemin's fingertips on his face, the boy's thumb brushing down over his lips.
"I've missed you like crazy," whispered Jaemin brushing his lips against Renjun's in a sweet way, Renjun's insides doing a summersault, his heart racing. "So, let's go," Jaemin got up stretching his hand out for Renjun to take.
Renjun didn't want to but he squeezed it jumping up cuddling to Jaemin's side.
As unreachable as he was, sometimes he allowed Renjun to be in his warm embrace, Jaemin has stopped to kiss him that often anyway. Renjun would receive small pecks like that one a moment ago, but no deep kisses, and he was wondering why Jaemin's walls were raising and thickening, as it was hurting him.
But he never ever dared to ask, Jaemin was too much of a mystery to ever tell him.
They ended up in Jaemin's flat after a visit in Lucas's house and dropping Jae off in the castle. It was nearly dawn when Renjun entered his guest room yawing loudly, placing Dalli on the bed.
"Night Renjun," he saw Jaemin sending him an air kiss when he stopped in the doorframe.
"Night," muttered Renjun never smiling back, taking his pajamas out of his bag then racing to the bathroom closing himself inside it.
He was mad at Jaemin and at Kun, and at Lucas, mad that the plan failed.
His phone vibrated so he looked at it to see a new message from Chenle.
'You should have come, it is so dope, twice as dope as we're here the kings of the night,' he opened it to watch a series of shoots from a red carpet of his best friend and Daisy both smiling widely for all the photographers.
Yes, Chenle and Daisy were still dating, Chenle was becoming more and more famous, Daisy was a recognized actress by now, both the couple of the generation, Chenle was preparing a world tour to start right after graduation.
Renjun hated them both too, he hated everyone, not Jae though, because Jae was innocent, Jae has never done anything wrong, exactly like him, to deserve such a life, such a reality.
He took a quick shower, dressed in his pajamas then walked back to the guest room falling on the bed grabbing Dalli under his arm.
"Auch!" the pain in his stomach came like a wave.
Not now, not here. Lately his nightmare were returning, he knew it's nothing to worry about, not real but...
"Auuuuu!" he winced rolling over in bed trying to stand it, as it had to be possible, but pain like that couldn't be just an illusion, could it?
"Ah! Stop!" he clenched his teeth curling up into a ball but it was hurting even more, like if his insides would explode any moment.
"Renjun! Junie are you ok!" Jaemin fell into the room his voice worried.
"Jaemin, I'm dying," whispered Renjun clenching his teeth more as his body was trembling in a fear wave.
"You're not. Babe, I'll look for your pills," said Jaemin jumping from the bed looking through his bag.
He came back in a moment with a glass of water and the pills.
"Junie sit up and drink it down."
"I'm dying don't you get it?" asked Renjun.
"Not yet, trust me not yet," Jaemin sighed.
His hand became so soft in his hair.
Renjun felt how Jaemin lifed the duvet then slipped underneath it, his healing palm landed on his belly so warm that the pain let go a bit.
"I'm here, ok?" Jaemin cuddled to him, his kisses gentle in Renjun's hair when Renjun took his palm putting it under his pajama shirt on the aching place, Jaemin's warm fingers have always been like a lullaby, like a remedy for all pain.
But Jaemin moved his hand away putting the fabric back between Renjun's skin and his palm.
"Why! I need your there!" hissed Renjun grabbing the fabric pulling it up so Jaemin's fingers fell on his belly, the touch amazing causing electricity all over him.
"Renjun," whispered Jaemin, he was sad.
"I know you don't like me but please fake it and stay there for a while," begged Renjun.
"You're right, I don't like you, I love you Renjun," said Jaemin but his hand stayed, he kept it on the boy's belly like a shield that was fitting so perfectly to his skin. The pain was letting go, the fear, it all turning into something so so different when Renjun turned to Jaemin moving his head till he was able to catch his lips in his.
"Try to sleep," whispered Jaemin pulling away.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Thank you for your beautiful support, you are the best, really I can't express it enough how thankful I am💚 So what do you think about the chapter? About Renjun being needy and Jaemin keeping a distance? Why is Jaemin doing it? Can Renjun make him lose control?
