Jae's lonely life seems stable and dull until he finds out his son has run away from his boyfriend to fulfill some mysterious plan that might break two people meant to be or bring two back together.
"But my room is next to Lucas's and they went there," whispered Renjun his breath scruffy.
"Ok, we can switch, the couch in the living room is comfortable too," said Jaemin walking to the room when Renjun followed him. He saw how the boy started to collect his stuff from the coffee table in the living room he had been using as a bedroom since they have come here.
"At least let me sleep next to you," begged Renjun stopping in front of him.
"Goodnight Renjun," whispered Jaemin walking around him but Renjun grabbed his arm pulling him back.
"Junie you have as much strength as Ti," giggled Jaemin stopping.
"Why are you always running away from me," asked Renjun.
"Ah!" Jaemin sighed loudly but walked back.
He was wearing a hoodie over his pajamas so he laid down on the couch looking at Renjun questioningly as the boy was standing there, millions of strange things in his insides.
"So are you coming?" asked Jaemin amused.
"I hope you will stay," whispered Renjun throwing the blanket he has still been wrapped up in on the floor then jumping on the couch cuddling to Jaemin's side his heartbeat speeding up again. Jaemin moved to his side so Renjun felt his hot breath against his cheek, he tried to keep calm, breath steady but his body was on fire, he turned to find Jaemin's lips, they were so warm, so soft and wet he fell into them, his fingers tangling in Jaemin's hair strings.
"Renjun sleep," begged Jaemin pulling away a little but Renjun only caught their lips back flipping his tongue in, in a nice way, he started to play with Jaemin's one, making out more and more fierce when he felt the boy's hand on his back, his sides, squeezing the fabric of his t-shirt, pulling it a little up so Renjun was kissing more and more like in a trance, reality was fading, blurring there was nothing else than Jaemin, Jaemin's lips, Jaemin's hands, that became hot against the skin on his back when he pulled the boy's hips up, touching his thighs brushing them up and down.
"J-Junie," whispered Jaemin but Renjun just shushed him with another kiss.
Parting their lips only to pull Jaemin's hoodie and t-shirt up over his head then throw them on the carpet behind the couch.
"What are you doing?" asked Jaemin stunned.
"Stop talking!" Renjun returned to fierce open mouth kisses hoping Jaemin will finally lose control, he has to, he really had to when the boy pulled his own clothes up taking them off, shivering like crazy as they were both here shirtless and touching, Jaemin's eyes widening but Renjun just took his lips in his kissing again, he couldn't stop, his chest colliding with Jaemin's perfect body, a wave and a thunder hitting him.
"Renjun... Junie..." Jaemin pulled away creating a small distance between their lips, he was holding his palms in his hands.
"Please don't stop, I want to do more," begged Renjun his heartbeat crazy, his desire a mess.
"Why are you making it so hard for me?" asked Jaemin his eyes on fire but sad.
"You don't love me," whispered Renjun sitting up shivering.
"Course I do, I love you too much."
"Jae had told me Taeyong has always said the same things till one rainy evening when he just simply did it and after that he cheated on him," Renjun felt so upset.
"Sex is not," Jaemin sighed.
"Not what?" asked Renjun he was facing the boy with his back.
"Not important," he felt Jaemin's fingertips caressing his back, the line of his spine. "Can you please put on something, at lest a t-shirt?"
"Renjun what have I told your about calling yourself ugly, you're way too pretty, like the sun and no one can survive staring into the sun," Jaemin sat up cuddling to him until Renjun felt delicate kisses on his shoulder.
"I don 't want to hurt you or use you in any way, you're too precious for me, but my body is just a human body and the way it feels to be so close to you so undressed, I can lose control, what then?" the gentle kisses on his shoulder never stopped, he felt how Jaemin started to nib on his skin sucking it up a bit.
"I want you to lose it," whispered Renjun.
"No you don't," Jaemin pulled back sighing loudly. "Please put a t-shirt on or I'll have to go."
"Put it on on yourself!" yelled Renjun lying down trembling from anger.
"Ah!" Jaemin was sitting there watching him, he felt the burning gaze scanning his figure. "Ok," muttered Jaemin getting up from the couch.
Renjun was shuttered observing how his boyfriend walked to his clothes, put the t-shirt on then returned to the couch falling on it next to Renjun his arms surrounding the boy, the fabric sticking to him like an unpleasant barrier between then so Renjun moved to the edge of the couch away from Jaemin's hands.
"Night my love," whispered Jaemin kissing his cheek, hie ear, his neck, his shoulder, Jaemin's lips were working at the back side of his neck so passionately Renjun closed his eyes as the room began to spin.
"Sorry," Jaemin pulled back wrapping him into his arms when Renjun stayed quiet feeling so strange.
Jae had said his first time was not so good, Sicheng had said its was great but with the wrong one, Chenle, just Chenle said it was amazing but he has done it with a girl. Was it different to be the one taking lead, taking action, holding someone in your arms, not being the one held.
Or maybe deep down inside Jaemin was afraid to do it with a boy, or not able to do it with a boy.
"Are you straight?" asked Renjun so suddenly.
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Thank you for being here, my week was terrible and your feedback keeps me going. I hope you enjoyed the chapter. What do you think about Renjun trying to make Jaemin lose control and Jaemin's reaction? What will Jaemin say?
