Jae's lonely life seems stable and dull until he finds out his son has run away from his boyfriend to fulfill some mysterious plan that might break two people meant to be or bring two back together.
"Junie, tomorrow I have a free day, we can plan a date."
"I'm not in a mood for a date."
"Ok, so whatever you like to do, we can do," Jaemin was caressing over his hands trying to make him smile.
"What if I'd ask you to play in my video?"
"Junie."
"What?"
"If you need a love interest hire some model not me."
"Why not?"
"Because it's your first song and you need a clear image. I don't want you to end up like Jae because of people's stupidity."
"It doesn't matter anyway, I won't have that many fans."
"Renjun! Come! I can't listen to that wining anymore," Jaemin jumped up.
"Where are you going?"
"We will grab some sweets and make a walk," Jaemin stretched his hand out to him Renjun refused to take, he just got up following Jaemin outside to their hired car.
He slipped on the backseat in a distance to his boyfriend unable to decipher what he's really feeling as a part fo him wanted to go back home to Taeyong and Jae, far from Jaemin while another one wished to pull him in for a long kiss, forget how he's hurt, just make love.
They stopped at a chocolate shop soon, Jaemin only walked in to buy a huge bag of sweets then both left for a walk along Saine river down towards a bride.
The city lights were so beautiful, such a romantic view, the architecture unforgettable, the air cool though so Renjun was trying his best to not to shiver, he knew Jaemin could easily give him his black suit jacket, but he was only wearing a thin shirt underneath it and Renjun didn't want his boyfriend to catch a cold.
"Trembling like a leaf, huh?" Jaemin raised his brows stretching a piece of chocolate his way.
Renjun grabbed it stuffing his mouth full, enjoying the sweet taste, ok maybe he was a little less mad when Jaemin stopped at a barrier taking his phone out to make a photo.
"Junie come please," he asked.
"Not interested," Renjun was leaning over the barrier watching the dark water realizing that he has been completely wrong, as it was childish to expect Taeyong can be forgiven. Jae had all the rights to hate Taeyong forever, to never take him back.
"I think you were right," whispered Renjun.
"About what?"
"Taeyong and Jae will never be together again," Renjun sighed.
Jaemin stayed quiet, both watching the lights glittering in the water for a very long time.
The door was opened as always, freaking Taeyong couldn't even lock his own house to stop intruders. Jae swore in his mind when he stormed inside feeling so foreign, the club, the lights, the guy's hot kisses still on his lips so odd he wished to get rid of the taste. He left his shoes in the middle of the living room, threw the leather jacket on the coffee table, he was making a big mess. Taeyong hated mess, Taeyong hated him, he hated Taeyong, great. The kitchen was empty so was the study, Renjun's old room, the bathroom, all empty when he almost forgot how to breath before pushing the last door open. The bedroom, he hasn't seen for years now looked almost the same, the chandelier above the bed he used to unfold under. Taeyong looked up, his face so scared. He was wearing plastic gloves while changing the sheets.
"Jae? What are you doing here?"
"I don't know."
"Oh..." Taeyong's palms began to tremble so hard he wasn't able to pull the pillowcase any further. "Can I help somehow?"
"No." Jae was trembling biting his lips unable to find any words for that force that was pulling him back and forth. He was standing still, Taeyong's dark eyes catching his, waking something up as the next thing he remembered was him catching Taeyong's face in his hands, pulling him closer, so close their lips met, so Jae filled them with his tongue kissing hard, falling into passion until Taeyong pulled away, trying to catch his missing breath.
"Jae... Volcano Jae stop," begged Taeyong when he only pulled him back kissing so madly, he couldn't stop, his fingers reaching for Taeyong's pajama shirt, pulling it up, throwing away as it was highly unnecessary the pieces of clothing between them. Taeyong's neck tasted so soft smelled like shampoo, Jae was getting drunk again.
"Jae... Jae, what are you doing Jae?"
"I can't stop," whispered Jae falling back over Taeyong's lips, pushing him on the bed, on that freshly changed sheets, touching everywhere he could reach, kissing inch after inch, Taeyong's skinny body he love so much. It seemed to have weakened more over the years, becoming even slimmer, yet was still the most perfect, that one taste he has missed so much.
The wrong kisses with the stranger were long forgotten replaced by the flavor of love. Jae was kissing slower, enjoying each move of their tongues when his hands began to slip down little by little Taeyong's pajama pants.
"Jae, will you really undress me and do it?" asked Taeyong when Jae was pulling the pants off his legs.
"Why not?"
"Because I'm not someone to be forgiven Jae," Taeyong's eyes were sad.
"Do you still love me?" asked Jae when a cold shiver ran down his spine.
"Um."
"Tell me the tfuth Taeyong, of can you only tell it when I'm knocked out and dfunk?" asked Jae when Taeyong's eyes caught fire, his hands landed in Jae's hair pulling him back.
"Why are you asking if you know?" He was studying Jae's face with a gaze of lust and love.
"Why can't you just openly say it?" asked Jae, his heartbeat speeding up.
"Volcano Jae, I like the risk," whispered Taeyong looking him in the eyes and there was no turning back, both swallowed each other's lips kissing so hungrily the world was falling into pieces like during their first time, right, rough unprepared, under the same chandelier, with the same passion, the same inner music on play.
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Thank you for your beautiful support. I'm so depressed with the current situation that I don't even have mental strength to write. How are you dealing? Also what do you think about the chapter? I believe a lot of you will tell Jaeyong should talk first, but it's Jaeyong, I guess they can't just talk first😅 so what do you think? Also I must tell you that there are about 8 more chapters of this book left.
