No Girls Allowed 5

41. Dream

It took a long time for Jae to get out of the shock, to move back to the house were he turned right into the big corridor sneaking to a dark room with a lot of old fashioned furniture in it. The couch was occupied as Renjun was sleeping there peacefully covered by a fluffy blanket. Ti had curled up next to him cuddling to his belly when Jae stopped again hit by the sight of his son. The love he has felt years ago was all coming back like a flood, overwhelming him, knocking him off his feet like a tsunami wave, like Taeyong's forbidden kiss.

He touched his lips gliding over it, unable to believe the thing a moment ago wasn't just a dream that has broken out out of a never ending nightmare.

"Jae!" he trembled hearing a soft voice in the darkness.

"Hi," he whispered walking to the couch sitting down next to Renjun taking his tiny hand in his palm caressing over the birthmark.

"Why are you here, I had called Daddy Tae?" asked Renjun seriously.

"Taeyong has just left," said Jae feeling hot and cold.

"Why? Have you argued?" Renjun sat up abruptly. 'Have you pushed him away again?" tears started rolling down his face.

"No we... have kissed," whispered Jae when Renjun opened his mouth then closed it again.

"Jae you are lying to me, right?"

"No, actually we did a few minutes ago, befofe he left," he felt heat on his cheeks, way was he confessing it to his son, really?

"You kissed Daddy Tae?" asked Renjun.

"I don't know, I mean... he kissed me fifst, but I just kissed back and..."

Why was it so embarrassing.

"Wow!" Renjun was staring at him the whole time so Jae looked away.

"What? Please go to sleep. Jaemin's mum and her giflffiend will dfive us to the city tomoffow," begged Jae.

"Have you met Jaemin's mum and Vivian?" asked Renjun.

"Yes, they told use evefything."

"Us?"

"Me and Taeyong befofe he left."

"Will you... will you date Daddy Tae again?" Renjun laid his hand on Jae's his eyes glittering with childish hope.

"No it... was the heat of the moment, you know how it is," Jae became nervous.

"I know, Jaemin left in the heat do the moment," Renjun sighed. "I think he was more mad at his mum, but let it out on me."

"Definitely, don't woffy we will visit Jaemin in the mofning, talk to him," Jae caressed down Renjun's cheek.

"And you'll go to Daddy Tae and kiss him again, ok?" he asked his face glowing up with a smile.

"No I... I'll nevef do it again... it was, I guess a final goodbye kiss," whispered Jae although this thought was cutting trough him.

"What final goodbye? No! You kissed him because you need him and want him and love him, and he loves you. You need to be back together!" Renjun grabbed his arm shaking it.

"Junie stop, please and go to sleep!" begged Jae when Ti woke up jumping from the couch as she was pulled up with the blanket by Renjun.

"Please, please, please give him one last chance how Jaemin has given me!"

"I have given him one last chance many yeafs ago, he had thfown it away."

"He's here and I know he is missing you like crazy, and I miss my parents together, you being happy."