JUST ONE SOBER (frankiana)

Prologue

Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say , it's complicated

"Yes father. I do." Sagot ni Sky smiling at me.

Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can' t explain it
What can I say , it's complicated

"And you Diana,do you take Sky as your lawfully wedded husband?. For richer and for poorer, through sickness and in health, til death part the both of you."

Everyone is expecting for my answer, I looked at them afraid. I looked at dad in his wheelchair, and I can see by his smile that he's happy. I will miss him. I'm no longer his princess anymore.

Then I went back to look at Sky,

"I do."

"Pero bago ko ituloy ang kasalang ito, gusto ko sanang itanong kung may tumututol ba sa kasalang ito." Sabi ng pari. Walang nagsalita.

Nothing's that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would

"Inuulit ko, may tumututol ba sa kasalang ito?."

And we're both wild
And the night's young
And you 're my drug
Breathe you in ' til my face numb

"Ako!." Biglang sigaw ni Franki. She has been my bestfriend since elementary days, and I don't know why on Earth would she even try to stop the wedding of the century.

I stood there confused on what's really going on. She's actually one of my bridesmaids. Okay lang naman sya kanina kaya kami nagulat lahat ngayon.

Drop it down to that bass drum
I got what you dream 'bout
Nails scratchin ' my back tatt
Eyes closed while you scream out

Dahan dahan syang naglakad palapit sakin, holding my hand.

And you keep me in with those hips
While my teeth sink in those lips
While your body 's giving me life
And you suffocate in my kiss

"Hindi siya pwedeng magpakasal kay Sky dahil hindi naman niya ito mahal." Sabi pa ni Franki sa pari.

"Ano bang ginagawa mo?." Pagalit kong bulong sa kanya.

"Just trust me besh." Bulong nito sakin.

Then you said
I want you forever
Even when we 're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever like
I want you forever
Even when we 're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever

"Pwede mo bang ipaliwanag iha?."

"Diana can't marry Sky because nagmamahalan kami Father." Sagot ni Franki.

Ano bang trip ng babaeng to?.

"Nahihibang ka na Frances!. Wag mo ngang guluhin ang kasal ng anak ko!." Galit na galit na sabi ni Daddy. Of course, expected na ang mga chismosang bisita.

Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say , it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can' t explain it
What can I say , it's complicated

"Hindi ko ginugulo ang kasal nato Tito, mahal ko po ang anak nyo. At hindi ako papayag na ipakasal nyo sya sa iba!." Sabi ni Franki kay Daddy.

"Hindi!. Nababaliw ka na!. Hindi tomboy ang anak ko!. Father, ituloy ang kasal. Guards! Palabasin ang babaeng to!." At bago paman makalapit ng guards samin hinila nako ni Franki pa labas, saka sumakay sa kotse niya.

"Alam mo, siraulo ka talaga!. Ibalik mo ko sa kasal ko!." Sigaw ko sakanya.

"Hindi ka na babalik dun!. Diba ayaw mo namang pakasalan ang lalaking yun?. Kaya bakit mo pinipilit ang sarili mong pakasalan ang taong hindi mo mahal?."

"At bakit mo sinabi sa kanila na may relasyon tayo?. Siraulo ka talaga kahit kailan!."

"Para di ka na nila pilitin pang ipakasal sa kahit kaninong lalaki. Gusto kong maging masaya ka. Gusto kong piliin mo yung taong mahal mo talaga."

"Sino naman?." Tanong ko.

"Aba malay ko sayo. Baka isa sa mga ex mo. Kasi kung di mo mahal si Sky, malamang may iba kang mahal."

"Wala akong ibang mahal."

"Sigurado ka?."

"Sa tingin ko naman wala eh."