Dark Poetry

Selfish

I'm sorry

I wish I could let it all out

Let it all go.

But I can't.

I've spent so long holding everything in,

Putting all my feelings into little bottles

And now look at me.

I don't even know if I'm falling apart anymore.

I want you to hold me and tell me you love me,

Am I selfish for wanting that?

I am, aren't i?

I'm sorry to suffocate you

I'm sorry I'm so clingy

I'm sorry it seems like I don't care sometimes

I'm sorry I don't tell you how horrible I feel

You're already sad, I don't want to make it worse.

I don't want to be the reason you break.

I want to help put you back together and tell you how much you're worth

I never wanted to hurt you

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

I'm so tired

Tired of feeling so fucking alone

Even though I know I'm loved.

How selfish is that?

I feel empty but I have so much to fill my heart.

I want you to know how I feel

I want you to hear me cry

I want you to see how much I'm really hurting.

How selfish of me.