promise | j.g

5.0 || it left me speechless

hey pickles.

sorry for doing all of these in one POV.

gonna switch it up soon.

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//Elena//

It's been two months since I received the letter about Jack.

I haven't done anything at all besides sit around my apartment and mope.

Oh what I would give to have Jack back in my arms right now. It hurts knowing that I didn't even get to say goodbye.

The love of my life is really gone, he's not coming back.

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It was currently March 2nd, the day Jack was supposed to come home.

I've dreamt and dreaded this day all at once but now I dread it more than ever knowing I'll never see him again.

It was nine, so I decided to clean the apartment up a bit, it's been kind of a mess since I, myself had no motivation or strength to get out of bed, let alone "clean".

I dragged my body out of the bed and headed towards the shower.

I took one quick glance at the mirror and instantly wished I hadn't. I looked like literal death.

"Geez Lena, what the hell happened to you?" I scolded myself.

I quickly undressed myself and hopped in the shower.

I let the warm water run down my body as I felt more and more relaxed. I started thinking about these past few months and how in so little time, so much can happen.

After getting lost in my train of thought, I turned off the water.

I went to the mirror to see it all fogged up. I drew "J and E forever" on the mirror and watched it disappear as I lightly brushed my hand over the fog.

I felt something warm roll down my cheek as I brushed my soaked hair and loosely braided it.

Walking back into my room, I headed towards the closet and decided to go with something casual but comfy.

It was kinda chilly out today so I decided on a simple black tank top with black leggings and a flannel. I threw on my white hightop converse.

I found some silver studded earrings and added them to my first hole on both ears, then I grabbed a small infinity earing for my second piercing that was on my left ear.

Lastly I grabbed my silver nose ring and put on the right side of my nose.

Once I was finished I walked back downstairs and decided to organize the house a bit. I started in the living room.

There were tissues and tissue boxes everywhere, not to mention the crap load of movies scattered by the tv.

I sighed and began cleaning. Once I finished with the living room I headed for the kitchen.

Once I walked in, I wanted to cry. I knew it was messy but I never paid any mind to it, and now it bit me in the ass.

The kitchen took a good 40 minutes to clean. I didn't have to do my room since it wasn't that big, therefore it wasn't as messy.

Once I realized I was done I let out a sigh of relief. I strolled to the couch and decided to watch something on Netflix.

After five minutes of scrolling, I settled on Teen Wolf.

Half an hour into the show the doorbell rang. I quickly checked my phone to see if Ally had texted me saying she was coming.

I didn't have any notifications.

Maybe she decided to surprise me? I turned off the tv and walked to the door with my phone in my hand.

I was scrolling through my text messages and missed calls to see if I had any.

I finally reached the door and opened it using my other hand.

"Ally, you could've texted m-

I cut myself off, looking up from my phone, realizing it wasn't Ally at the door.

A tidal wave of shock ran through my body, paralyzing me. Any words I had, died in my throat and vanished from my grasp.

To say this was an unexpected visit would be an understatement.

It left me speechless.

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so i went back and edited the first few chapters.

newwww chapterrr comingggg soonnnn!

-n.m