"Yo you sure you wanna carry on tonight?" 40 asked after sensing that drake's mind wasn't completely invested in what they were working on.
"I don't know what it is man, I'm just really not with it today. And I know it was my suggestion, but I really don't know what's happened to my mood," He sighed as he sat back into his chair.
"You still thinking about leaving?" 40 asked him, hoping to get him to open up and speak out about how he was feeling since bottling it up wasn't helping him at all. As expected he was met with a short moment of silence before Drake finally gave him a slow nod with his hand playing with his beard for comfort. "You don't even think you could try and convince yourself that's not what's happening?"
He slowly shook his head as he bit the inside of his cheek. "It's almost like my heart is set but there's still that something making me hold on and it's not something I can just shake off for my own wellbeing,"
His tone was gentle and relaxed but anyone who knew him would tell you he was definitely going through it.
He was drawn out of his thoughts as his phone vibrated on the table in front of him causing him to pick it up and read the new message.
What time are you coming home papi? - Mami
He ran his thumb over the screen and couldn't help but smile at the screensaver of them on their wedding day. It was the perfect reminder of why he had to at least try and change the way he was feeling.
Soon baby. - Husbae
I'm about to leave, struggling to focus - Husbae
He locked his phone before he reached for his macbook and gently closed it as 40 also worked on packing up his things.
Good. I'm about to get into the shower and I'd love for you to join me - Mami
He gave a small chuckle before he stood and stretched.
"Guess we'll try again tomorrow?" He suggested to 40 who nodded.
"Get some rest, try and get some answers if you need to and come back tomorrow with your head on straight and we'll get this album back in the works," He said as he lightly gave him a pat on the back and Drake chuckled but agreed with him...
Drake walked into his home and after setting the alarm system he kicked off his shoes and walked up the stairs to the master bedroom. Upon entry the sound of the running shower in the en suite was a lot more prominent, giving him the whereabouts of his wife.
He took off his jumper and threw it in the hamper, leaving him in only his sweats as he took a seat at the end of the bed. How did it come to this? He thought to himself as he looked at the situation he was in. He finally had everything he wanted and yet he wasn't happy. It was almost as though he had to sacrifice his own happiness for the 'happy' ending that he wanted.
He felt a hand on his chin as she lifted his eyesight to meet her own. "I thought I'd find you here, why didn't you join me?" she asked.
"Just got caught up thinking about something," he said to her before he placed a kiss on her hand. "Besides, I assumed you were almost done anyway,"
"What have I told you about assuming?" she asked before placing a gentle kiss on his lips. "I was nowhere near done, so long as you weren't in there with me. Now come on, I want round one in the shower," she said as she lightly tugged on his arm as she walked in the direction of their bathroom bringing him with her whilst he sported a smirk.
He removed what was left of his clothing and followed her into the stream of running water. He let the beads of water, along with the feelings of her hands as she bathed him relax him. She always knew just what he needed at that moment in time and never failed to get him in a good mood.
