too much or not enough

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I'll be the writer
If you'll be the words
The night sky knows my secrets
Better than anyone ever will
I've used so many wishes on you

What's just one more wish

What's just one last breath

I love all of your insecurities

I do not
I am passionate about everything
Except me

Your fire does not scare me

It should

I'm too drunk on your smile to notice
You make me believe in miracles
I have to have a map to get out of your eyes

I have to have a map to get out of my mind

You hold everything together with scars on your heart

Let me hold you together

Let me hold you

I am fire, remember?

Let's burn down together then

You're crazy

Crazy in love

Love? Or hate?

Someone once asked me who I hated most
Your name was in my head
But in the end
I said
Myself

When you are left alone
Do you like who you are?

I am trying to like myself more
I am too sad for this world

You are too much for this world

This world is small

I once had someone tell me they would give me the moon
I laughed and said "The moon?"
And they told me they would find a way

I would give you the sun

No one wants the sun
No one wants me

I do

The sun is blinding
It's fire

Just like you

I feel like I am not enough
I'm not doing enough to contribute to this world
I'm not doing enough to be worthy of taking up space

You're doing so much already

I feel like I could do more

You'll break

Let me break

Will you let me fix you?

You know the answer to that

You will wear yourself thin

I want to be paper thin
I want to be the same as the scraps I write on
I want to feel the ink and the lead
Course through my veins
You wouldn't understand

I don't understand a lot of things

You know you kept me sane today

Were you close to going insane?

I was this morning
And then I saw your text

I'm already insane

Insanely beautiful

You compliment me too much
I don't deserve to be treated so well

I don't think I could ever compliment you enough

*****

conversations play so well in our heads, don't they?

~Luna Galaxy, a fallen star

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