mindless cries

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We are in a constant state of falling apart
We can't seem to move on
A complicated existential crisis
A chaotic mess of thoughts

We are just shutting our eyes
We are just walking away alone
There are too many times
When the only escape is sleep

Our world has become so fake
We forget who we really are
I can't stop feeling everything so deeply
I can't stop thinking about everything so strongly

We face most of our battles
Inside our heads
Raging wars
Losing fights

When you're the strong one
No one helps you
When you're the smart one
No one helps you

It hurts so much
But we're used to it
We're used to being quiet
We're used to putting everyone before ourselves

I look in the mirror
I don't like what I see
Earthquakes and tsunamis and droughts
All happening at once inside of me

Try to fall asleep
Before you fall apart
There is always truth and knowledge and emotions
Hiding behind those crying eyes

We're losing feeling
Becoming numb
I don't know which is worse
Feeling everything or nothing at all

Becoming strangers
Losing friends
I don't want to survive
I want to live

Everyone has a dark side
Demons who find comfort in the night
Everyone has a light side
Angels who ignite our souls

We just want to disappear
Just like everyone else who leaves us
We break our own hearts
Over and over again

Close your eyes
See the quiet paradise
Shed some tears
See the cold emptiness

Our smiles are rotting
Our brains are rotting
Our hearts are rotting
Our health is shattering

Everything is a beautiful combination
Of dead and dying
The sky sees all of our secrets
The moon and stars and sun full of hidden whispers

We pretend to be happy
Making these mindless cries
That come out in shallow breaths
A silence that will not be forgotten

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Damaged people are the most dangerous.

~Luna Galaxy, a fallen star

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