Don't go to sleep
You whisper through our texts
I'm tired I mumble
I stay up with regrets
You make me smile
You make me cry
You're constantly saying hello
And never goodbye
As I listen
And as you speak
You make my heart melt
You make my knees weak
So much that I fall
And land at your feet
But instead of helping me up
It's your darkness I meet
I'm getting flashbacks
Of things I don't want to remember
Like how we first met
When I saw you standing there
You're a demon of my mind
Who keeps me up at night
You have me trapped in our texts
And in your arms so tight
Choking my thoughts
And numbing my head
I don't want to be with you
I'd rather be dead
I don't sleep
But I'm called a dreamer
I just want to go on more adventures
So never say never
But I will say stop
Messaging me
When you know I'm up
It just makes me want to escape
The stars in the sky
Can't make me believe
I'm lost in space
I can't live today
And instead stay up for tomorrow
While you sit there and laugh
Your texts show aggression
But I keep hoping it will pass
I keep saying yes
You keep saying no
You keep pushing my limits
And I simply don't know
What to do
Or how to reply
I keep asking myself what to do
I keep asking myself why
Why I stay
Why I'm scared
Why I continue
Why I am here
You're the last person I think of
Before I fall asleep
Stuck in the A.M.
And because of you I weep
Your voice replays in my head
I see you when I close my eyes
You don't need me at all
I'm destroying my mind
Looking for love
And living on caffeine
You are heartless
And you are mean
You're my nightmare
I wish it wasn't true
But here I am
Loving you
*****
I never sleep, but that's okay.
~Luna Galaxy, a fallen star
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bloodied whispers
Poezjawe don't know how to word things sometimes we're all poets with scattered thoughts we're still finding out who we are and who we're meant to be so let's discover our future no longer lost in the forgotten past ***** a collection of poems by yours...
