I need help
I keep pushing people away
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I am convinced that I'm not important
To you or to anyone
I don't know why my mind thinks this
The darkness has won
These thoughts come so often
Whenever I let someone get close
I let them get the better of me
And lose what I love most
We used to talk so much
But now I can't bring myself to reply
I don't understand what happened
I don't know why
It has become instinct to respond this way
People always have something better to do
I don't think you need me in your life
But I still love you
For some reason I'm convinced
That I mean nothing to you
You know so much about me
I don't know what to do
We're trapped in this forgotten friendship
A love that just never was
We know each other more than we know ourselves
And I hate to think that I was the cause
We stopped talking
We stopped caring
Please fix this
I think I'm fading
Soon I won't have an imprint on anyone
Not a mark left on this world
A legend that is never told
The girl who could never grow old
I'm stuck as the person you knew
Because you never got to learn more
I didn't mean to abandon you
I didn't mean to be such a bore
But when I don't message you
And you don't message me
I can't help but think
This is how it's supposed to be
I don't know what's wrong
The chemicals in my brain are messed up
Something got switched around
Drained into the wrong cup
So I'll sit here
And hate myself more everyday
I've distanced myself so much
I don't know what to say
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I lose a connection with everyone I'm close with and I don't even know why.
~Luna Galaxy, a fallen star
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bloodied whispers
Poetrywe don't know how to word things sometimes we're all poets with scattered thoughts we're still finding out who we are and who we're meant to be so let's discover our future no longer lost in the forgotten past ***** a collection of poems by yours...
