Josh POV
“Look I’m not trying to be all in your business but, I think that it’s best for now at least to give her some space,” Daniel said.
“No I have to fix this,” I said stubbornly. Usually I’d be the one talking sense into him because he’s attempting to do something stupid but, now it’s as if we switched bodies. I guess we can’t always be what we’re supposed to be and sometimes you just have to let someone else take the wheel.
“If you try to fix it now you’ll only make it worse. You know how she is, you know how this goes so why all of a sudden are you acting like you haven’t known her for the past three years?”
I sighed in defeat just let him win this once my consciousness told me “Your right I guess I should just let her breathe for a while.”
“Glad we can finally agree.”
There are very few people in this world I actually care about and knowing that I might lose one of them really bothers me. I know what I did was wrong scratch that it was terrible but, I can’t lose Rain. She’s the one who got me to join C.2.R in the first place, the one who pushed me to be who I am today, she’s my everything or at least she’s done everything for me and imagining life without her, my best friend is literally impossible. Were a lot closer than what everybody thinks but, that’s because they don’t know the real story, they don’t know what really happened between us. No one knows what happened between Rain and that’s something I doubt they’ll ever find out.
I turned to leave when he grabbed my wrist stopping me “That includes Skylar too,” he said in a low voice.
My eyes turned to glass but it didn’t last for as soon as I blinked I was back to normal I then gave him a stale nod and kept walking. Rain is one thing but Skylar is completely different. Putting all my personal feelings aside I literally spend 90% of my day with this chick. What am I going to do? How am I going to make it through the week? In what way will I patch things up with Sky and Rain? And most importantly what am I going to do about Stephanie? Bloody hell what has my life turned into?
AHhhh! Guys I'm literally freaking out. Ok so today is not only my dads birthday which reminds me I should probably do something about that.....wow I'm a really bad daughter. Anyway that's not the point today is the 1 month anniversary of C.2.R and that just slightly oh who am I kidding ABSOULTLY blows my mind. Only 1 month and 112 reads?!?!? Someone throw a bucket of ice water on me I'm dreaming lol but, thank you guys so much :-P This is just a little snippet of Josh's thoughts and how he feels. I know its short but I didn't want to give away too much just yet so stay patient it'll be worth it I promise.
Fact of the day: I have really been obssed with the song Postcard by Bridget Mendler (Linked above or to the side depending on what you're reading on.) -xoxo LiGi 10/28/14 P.S Goal is 140 reads and 10 comments and votes?
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C.2.R
ActionC.2.R "It's a big risk and is most likely only going to hurt her and possibly you too," I said while he continued looking at me with deep, dark eyes. He's serious about this but, I just don't think he's thinking it through. Rain has a bi...