The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
Two months passed from the trip to your uncle's house. When we got home I locked myself in my room for two days and didn't talk to anyone. You were gone those days with your family in Japan, so you didn't know about that. Or did you? I heard my mother talking to your mom on the phone about me. Maybe you knew all this time but you didn't want to talk about this. All that time I painted and drew. In my dreams at night I would see you on that beach, smiling so beautifully. For some time I kept on wishing we were still on the beach, but then I ignored those thoughts. When the summer holiday ended I promised myself I would tell you. And I did. It was my birthday when I told you. We were in the park on the swings we first talked. It was close to midnight, so no one was around. Do you still remember how I told you? How funny it was. 'Hyung, I don't like girls.' I said. 'Me neither, they are too pretentious and such divas.' 'Hyung, I like boys.' 'Me too, they are so easy to talk to, so nice and funny.' But what if you actually understood what I meant from the first time? And you did. I was too timid to realize that. I wanted to say 'Hyung, I like you.' But I couldn't. Our friendship was more important.
These days I was in Busan and went there. They are the same, haven't changed much.
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