forty one

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What's up, hyung?
Have you seen the news?
Yoongi won a daesang! He said he would win a Grammy award for me. Too bad I won't be there for him, to hug him, to kiss him and to congratulate him.
But life is bad like that, at least in my case.
I was never meant to have a good life. I just knew it from the moment my parents started fighting because of me when I was five. My father insisted that I should go and play with other kids and do some sports, but I would always stay home and draw, sing and dance. He said I was a wimp. My mother always took my side, like any other mother would do.
And then I came out, he did what he did and left us alone to struggle with life.
Then my brother was sick and eventually recovered. And then I met Yoongi, one of the bets moments of my life.
But he hurt me and I was hurt by a lot of people growing up.
My life was planned out like this. Maybe God had enough of seeing me suffer and struggle and wanted to end it.
Whatever it is, one thing is certain:
I don't regret anything I did.
And I will cherish every good decision I made and learn from every bad one.
Please do so too.

Take care, hyung.

Take care, hyung

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