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My dearest Yoongi,
Even though I didn't use this in any of the other letters, I feel the need to use this now, just so this would be special. You deserve this.
Firstly, I love you.
Secondly, I adore you.
Thirdly, I love you.
Fourthly, our honeymoon was amazing. Even if I spent more time in the hospital than on the beach, even if we only slept together two times, even if I cried a lot, you made it all better. Being with you, my husband, made it all better.
You have no idea how proud I am to call you my husband. I never felt this proud and good. It may seem like an exaggeration, but it's the truth. I love you and I am proud of that.
I'm sorry that I have to leave you in a few months. I won't leave you, I will only leave this world, not you. I will always be with you, even if not physically.
The two weeks we spent together in Dubai were amazing and even more fun with Jihoon. I know you thought I'd be mad that he tagged along. But honestly, I was relieved.
I knew you would be more at ease with him next to us, knowing you wouldn't be alone when I had to be rushed to the hospital.
I'm glad he came.
I love you, Yoongi.
You are one of the sweetest and most caring persons I know.
Don't change.

This picture is one of my personal favorites. You looked really beautiful and finally relaxed. Stay calm, baby boy. I didn't go anywhere. I am still in your heart.

 I am still in your heart

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