twenty six

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My previous later must have confused and worried you, right?
Let me explain my situation.
A few months ago, five to be exact, I found out I have cancer. And I have no chances to survive.
Therefore I started writing my feelings and thoughts on paper and send these letters to the people I love the most.
What would you do if you found out you only have a few months left?
Would you confess your love to the world? Would you marry the man you love? Would you do extreme things like bungee jumping? Would you release a new album? Would you tell your fans? Would you spend the time with your family and your lover? Would you spend it alone?
At first I stayed in bed all day for about two weeks. Then Yoongi and I got married and went on our honeymoon. It was fine so far, nothing serious. We went out as much as we could, but never left each other's sides. I visited my family more often, but I haven't told them. I know I should have told them, but I don't want them to spend the time carefully with me or to be wary around me. I want them to spend it as normally as possible.
One of the last things I want to do is visit my father and let him know that I forgive him. I don't know if I will be able to that, but I will try.
The last thing I want to do before I die is to kiss Yoongi.
I want to have the taste of his lips on mine when I die.
Hyung, don't feel guilty or bad or worried regarding me.
I forgave you long ago.

Live every moment as it would be your last. Love as much as possible.

 Love as much as possible

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