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Well, the time has come.
The very last letter to you. If you want to know more, contact the boys.
I must tell you the truth and say goodbye. It hurts so much.
I'm crying as I'm writing the letter so excuse me if the paper is crumbled.
You see, Jimin hyung, there is a time for everyone to leave.
Ah, this sounds so cliché and dramatic! I'm sorry.
But it's true.
Remember the letter where I said I was hospitalized and the pic with my arm? Well that was from two months ago. Who knew that in two months someone's health could worsen so much. I am surprised I can still write this letter.
If you're wondering how you got these letters, I asked Yoongi as my last wish to track you all down and send them to you. There are ten persons who received seven letters from me. You are the first one, nine more to go.
As you are reading this, I am probably gone.
But don't cry.
It's not your fault.
I still love you, Park Jimin.
I miss you.
I wish the last words you told me were other than those you sent in that group chat. But sadly we can't turn back time.
I didn't write these letters so you would blame yourself for something.
I wrote them so you knew what I thought since I met you.
For what you said to me the last time we talked, I forgive you. You were right. Even though you were harsh.
You may be wondering why I am in the hospital and why I am saying all this.
Well, seven months ago I found out that I have lung cancer. Unfortunately, when they discovered that, I was close to terminal stage and there was nothing they could do.
I still proceeded with chemotherapy. They only helped live this long, nothing more. One week after I found out I have cancer I decided to write these letters. I wrote a letter for every person each month.
You probably received them two or three months later.
I am sorry I didn't contact you sooner. But I knew you were going to fly to Korea and stay with me. As much as I would have loved your presence, I couldn't let you see me like this. I'd rather have you remember me the way you do than like this, a dry vegetable on the hospital bed.
I love you, Park Jimin.
And I will miss you.
Don't cry after me, I made my mistakes and made you suffer. I don't deserve to be cried for.

Remember me, Jimin hyung.

Remember me, Jimin hyung

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