The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
Good evening! I don't know if it's evening for you right now. For me it is. How are you doing? Have you been happy lately? I hope so. It would be such a shame to be sad when you have such an amazing man next to you. Now I'm crossing the line a little, but hey! You have to smile somehow! I'm sorry for leaving you. It's hard for me too, not being next to you. But we will both be strong and move on. I still like to believe that I can. Your letters won't be like the others'. You already know what happened, you know when and how. You know why. But you don't know what I thought, what I felt when I was with you. Oh, baby, how I wish I had more time to tell you how much I love you. You knew I would die and yet you still married me. How lucky can I be to have you? I miss you like crazy, even though you are next to me right now. But you are asleep. I can't sleep. These are the only moments I get to write these and admire your face. I feel like I waste precious time when I sleep. It feels like instead of memorizing your face, your voice, your laugh, you, I waste time. How I wish I could turn back time and go to the doctor one year ago when you told me to. That cold wasn't just a cold apparently. You were right, it was something serious. I'm sorry for not listening to you. I wish I could say next time I will, but we both know there is no next time for me. I'm so depressing. Please just leave me already, it will hurt less. But at the same time, don't. Don't leave me. Please, just stay a little longer. I need you. I love you, baby boy.
Sleep tight.
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