The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
I don't know if you'll read this, but here we are. The last letter to you from me. This is my final hello and my final goodbye to you. Don't be sad. Like I said, we will meet again later. To enlighten you and to answer all your questions, I'm sick. And by the time you're reading these letters I will long gone. You might wonder why I didn't say anything until now. I had my reasons. You all are happy with your lives now and I didn't want to take away that happiness. I didn't want you to start talking to me just because you knew I would die soon. I didn't want pity from you. I didn't want to fix our friendship just because I was sick and dying. If anything, I am happy that this is how it all ends for me. You all are happy, living your dreams and I can see now that I was never a part of them. I was never meant to be a part of your lives. I should've left sooner, but you stopped me. Now I'm leaving anyway. Maybe this is my punishment for being who I am, I don't know. But I'm not scared. I'm not afraid to die. I'm simply counting down the days I have left. The only thing I am afraid of is leaving Yoongi alone in this cruel world. We got married, but I wonder if it wasn't a mistake to tie down our relationship. I'm scared that he won't be able to move on and live his life like he should. Please don't let this letter bother you mentally and emotionally. Please live your life like I was still alive, because I still am alive in your memories and hearts. Please be happy.
Remember me, hyung.
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