The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
One more letter after this. You can do this, hyung. You're strong. You're one of the strongest persons I know. I remember how you took the break up, one year ago. It's exactly one year and two months since Y/n broke up with you. I don't regret introducing you to her. What I regret though, is not convincing her to talk to you about her problems. She was sick as well. She was always sick, ever since she was born. Her immune system was extremely weak and she always managed to get sick from the smallest reasons. When she had her first boyfriend she was hospitalized for four months, strictly because she pecked his lips. When you two were together, the pressure was a lot bigger. She took a lot of pills to keep her health problem steady. She could kiss you without having to be hospitalized. But then the next step came and her body wasn't prepared. Whatever was new to her body harmed her. And sleeping with you did the worst thing to her body. She felt extremely sick and had to be rushed to the hospital. She didn't tell anyone but me. When the doctors did some tests on her, they found out her body was infected with multiple viruses. She had a sick colleague at work and she was in contact with her, she traveled with the bus, she was allergic to many dusty factors and she slept with you. They all together made her body weak. She broke up with you because she knew she had no chance of surviving. She didn't want you to suffer more than necessary. After two months of chemotherapy and medication, she passed away. Her body couldn't take all the chemicals and viruses and gave up on her. Today is exactly one year since she died -14.03.2018. I miss her. A lot. I'm sorry I haven't told you earlier. But she didn't want me to tell you until the day one of us dies. And well, mine is closer than you'd think. You will find out after I died. Please take care of yourself. If you want to visit her tombstone, please leave a flower from me too. A white rose, the one I usually brought to her.
I really like these flowers. They bring some sort of peace to me. Maybe when you visit me you will bring me these flowers.
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