The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
Hello, mother. You must be shocked to read this letter, probably soon after my funeral, but I had some things I wanted to tell you, things I never got to say out loud. Firstly, I would like to apologize for the pain I caused you. Being a single mother so suddenly wasn't easy and going through all that tevature because of my father wasn't a way to live your live. You should have had a beautiful life with a beautiful family consisting of a lively and caring husband and smart, polite children. Something you never had. I am well aware that Jung Hyun and I were a pain in the ass a lot of the time. And I know that meeting with our classmates' mothers must have been painful, going through the judgemental attacks from them about how you got divorced because of your gay son. I am sorry. If I could do something to ease all that pain I would do it, but I can't change who I am. You always told me to be myself and this is me. Secondly, I want to thank you for all the amazing advice, the years you spent raising and loving us, the passion you put into helping us become amazing and respectful men. Thank you for being an amazing, supportive and loving mother, one that I would never ever want to change one bit. You are perfect the way you are. I know I was cold and distant, but my illness is not helping me be casual around you when I see that sad face of yours. You are hurting and I can't see you like that, I don't want you to hurt. So please, when you think of me next time, smile. Don't cry because of me. Please. I love you and as cheesy as it is, there are no words loud enough, powerful enough to describe it and there is no device that can measure it. Take care of yourself and of Junghyun. Also, please stay close to Yoongi and Ilhoon, they are not in a light situation with their family. They need a motherly figure to be there for them once I am gone. Stay healthy and happy.
I love you, mom. Remember me.
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