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Hello again.
I hope you are still doing well.
I will still not tell you why I am writing these letters to you. Yet.
Wait a little more.
In the mean time, plug in your earphones while reading this letter and listen to our favorite song.
Now, do you remember the time we went to Busan? We all went there to visit mine and Jimin's hometown. On the way there we all sat shuffled, next to someone other than our boyfriends and I sat next to you, in the very back of the van. You then showed me this song. I loved it so much and we listened to it the entire time we drove there.
When we got to my house you swooned my mother off of her feet. She thought you were my boyfriend. It was so awkward and funny at the same time. That's how amazing you are. You managed to make my mum love you in seconds.
Then we went to the beach and we all went swimming. It was so much fun. That night, when we stayed there on the still warm sand under the night sky and watched the stars, it reminded me of my childhood.
Jimin and I visited his uncle when I was 14 and the second night there we spent it like this. It was so beautiful, so quiet and peaceful. I felt at home. That was the night I realized that I was gay. Actually when I accepted that.
Seeing you love yourself like that, be so carefree, it inspired me these years.
I wanted that. So I finally forgave someone after a long time. He has a set of letters too. Jimin might know who I'm talking about.
All the other boys have their own sets of letters, seven for each one. There are 70 letters in total.
A lot, I know. But they all include my feelings, thoughts and memories. Dark or beautiful, they are all there, the most important ones.
Sometimes we have to let them free.

Listen to this when you're thinking of me. The irony makes it that you won't think of only me. You will think of her too.

 You will think of her too

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