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The fourth letter, three more to go.
It's so hard not to say what I have to say right now. But I have to be patient and so do you.
Now, remember when I told you that I had moments when I wanted to cry, to scream, to just take it all out?
I feel like this now. I cried so much in the past four months.
But then I remembered how you just hide it all, you put all your pain behind a smile and never cry. Don't do that. It only hurts more. I know from experience.
When I couldn't take it anymore I used to make a new cut on my wrist or to take a sleeping pill. I had problems with insomnia too, just like you. I also suffered from malnutrition too.
I've been there and I know how it is. I know you are just getting better and this won't help you. But please take care of you. If you are not fine, then others will suffer too. Yoongi is already ruined by the news we got four months ago.
Just stay strong.
Sometimes the words have double meaning.

I'm fine.
Save me.
Which one?

Which one?

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