The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
My very last letter to you. How I wish the afterlife had a mail service. But no, fuck that. Why communicate with the ones you love, right? Let them go with spiritism sessions and ouija boards and shit like that. Whatever, I will not waste this last letter. I feel like I haven't told you 'I love you' enough. Even though I told you every time I saw you. You never realize how much you love someone until you're about to lose them. Not to mention when you you do. God, how much I hate my life. Someone up there surely loves to fuck with it. Baby, I love you. Please don't be sad or mad or angry. Be happy as much as you can, do what you love and live your life, because life is short and when it's a bitch it's even shorter. Enjoy your life while you can. I will wait for you on the other side. What else to say other than I love you? I am crying so much right now. Truth is, I don't want to die. This is the first time I have ever thought or said that. Ever since I was 15 and my father denied me as his son, I always thought it would be better if I died or wanted to die. Now that I finally found someone whom I love with all my heart and who loves me just as much, I don't want to leave. I want to life forever with you. I want to adopt kids with you, to be a father, to be a grandfather, to cry, laugh or smile with you. I want to kiss you every second or just hold your hand. There are so many things that I want to do with you, but so little time. Time was always the problem and will always be. Because we never know how much time we have left. Don't waste your time crying after me, Yoongi. If you find someone else to love, it's okay. Because I will still love you. Whatever you want to do, do it. Don't hesitate. Life is too short to hesitate.
I love you, my sweet husband. Remember me, my love.
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