The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
Hello, father. This must be shocking, receiving a letter from your son whom you haven't seen or heard from in more than eight years. But it's as hard for me to write it as it is for you to read it. Curious. Confused. Shocked. You must feel all those things at once, not knowing what to expect from a piece of paper. I will get straight to the point. About a few months ago I was diagnosed with cancer in terminal stage, no treatment working for me. As I was awaiting for my death, I decided to write some letters to the people closest to me, my mom, my hyung, my friends and my husband. Yes, husband. I am married to a man, father. And I am happy for the first time in my life. I hope you found happiness as well since you left us. About that, I won't hold any grudge on you. I think it's best to leave light-hearted rather than full of rage and regrets. Maybe you should do the same and reconcile with those you hurt. I won't take more of your time. All I want to add is that I missed you, in spite of your hatred and disgust for me. I still love you as my father and I wish I did this sooner, maybe we could've hung out. Stay free of regrets and don't feel guilty. I understand you in some sort of way and I don't resent you. Stay healthy and happy. I love you, father. I will miss you.
Remember me!
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The dark haired man sat on his bed, his face drowned in salty tears as he held tightly onto the picture of his son. His eyes stared intently at the words written neatly on the paper before gazing apologetically at the photograph. His thumb caressed it, wishing he could actually caress his son's head.
"I'm so sorry, Jungkook-ah. I'm so sorry." He sobbed and hugged the photo into his chest, shutting his eyes closed. "I'm sorry.."