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I probably freaked you out with my last letter. You see, there is no point in coming over to Korea now. These letters, I am writing them now. You will be reading them later, when I decide it's time to send them.
Don't worry. I'm fine for now.
Now, let's get back to my favorite memories of us.
When I was hospitalized back then you visited me every day. Even after, every time I was brought to the hospital you came with me.
You know very well the reasons: bullies, malnutrition, insomnia, depression, those deep cuts on my wrists, those pills.
I admit those were my darkest times and I am ashamed of myself.
But then we met him and it was like a splash of color in my life.
All those years we used to hang out and talk every single day.
I miss them.
I miss us.
It was such a stupid fight.
Worthless.
We lost each other.

Our yearbook photo. I want to go back to that day. It was the first day I smiled after two years of darkness.

 It was the first day I smiled after two years of darkness

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