The answers to all the questions are in those letters. But what if you're not ready for the answers? What if it was better to not know the answers? Sometimes it's better to know nothing at all, but sometimes we have to know everything. Jungkook can'...
Getting closer. God, it hurts so much, both physically and emotionally. Right now I am in hospital. By now you must have realized the news are related to my health. Truth is, I don't have long enough to do what I want. I want to live my life, to laugh, to love. But God has other plans in me. Do you believe in God? I used to, before my father did what he did to me in the name of God. Then I stopped believing in Him. But once again I started believing in Him when I was in a dark time. My brother had similar problems to mine, just that his were treated easily. He managed to live. I thought I'd lose him. I was so scared. Are you scared now? Are you scared to lose me? Don't worry. I'm already gone by the time you're reading this. There is no need to be afraid anymore. What was worse happened. I'm sorry I couldn't be there to hug you and tell you that everything is fine. But remember that it's okay to cry. Do it as much as you need to. Those are your feelings in a few drops. The ones you can't hold in anymore.
I love you, hyung. Two more letters.
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