swasan... i do... (Completed)

chap 19- you are mine...

Swara woke up next day with a smile on face. She saw a pillow placed beside her. She smiled remembering the last night.

Sanskar came to swara's room. He looked at her chit chatting with ap. Ap saw him coming.
Ap: beta dont worry.. ur swara is fine.
Sanskar blushed hearing your swara from ap.

Ap: swara... beta you get well soon.
Sanskar looked at swara. Her eyes had dark circles. Her face was pale. She had lost kgs of weight in these days. A guilt built up in his heart. Ap felt the need to leave them alone so without saying anything she left the room.

Sanskar sat near swara. He held her hand. There were scars on her wrist. He felt the scars marked on his heart.
Sanskar: these will be permanent scars swara.
Swara: i know ....
Sanskar: these were mine swara... the pain and sufferings... these were mine...
Tears fell down from his eyes. Swara tried to say something but she stopped. Sometimes it's good to release emotions.
Sanskar: i can't forget the feeling. As if my worst nightmare came true. As if ..... as if... i dont have words to describe that.
Sanskar almost shivered. He looked at swara.
Sanskar: everything waa mine swara.... why did you take that?
Swara: because you are mine.......

There was a silence in the room for a minute. Sanskar took her hand in between his.
Sanskar: say it once more...
Swara: because you are mine.... and for you... i can give up my everything.
Sanskar closed his eyes to let tears fall but he felt fingers on his cheeks. Swara wiped away the tears.
Swara: i know... i can feel the burden of guilt on your heart. But why are you taking this in negative direction? It's your love only that has brought me back. Otherwise ....
Sanskar looked at swara suddenly. She stopped in between.

Sanskar kissed swara's palm. He wiped his tears.
Swara: you will love me this much na... always?
Sanskar kissed her forehead lightly.
Sanskar: always...
Swara: i got love after a long long time sir... please never leave..
Sanskar kissed her cheek making her blush.
Sanskar: never...
He touched her shoulders lightly.
Sanskar: you know... how hard is to resist the urge to kiss you?
Swara's mouth opened.
Sanskar: sachhi... get well soon fast. You are a doctor... dont you know about hormones...
Swara: besharam pagal behaya badtameez....
Sanskar: call me whatever... but once we ll get married na....
Sanskar winked at her naughtily. Swara too winked at him to his surprise. Now his mouth opened suddenly.
Sanskar: whaaattt
Swara: girls do have hormones too....
Sanskar stood up suddenly.
Sanskar: help help....
Swara: dramebaaz... aap karo toh raas leela.. hm kre toh charecter dheela..
Sanskar blushed hard and rAn out of the room without even looking at swara.

DAYS PASSED LIKE THIS. AFTER 7 DAYS..

Swara knocked on sanskar's cabin. Sanskar without even looking up signed her to come in.
Swara: good morning sir..
Sanskar looked at her at once.
Sanskar: why... why did you come?
Swara: because this is my college and my attendance is getting low.
Sanskar: swara... you know na you are not fine.
Swara: sir.. it's only a month left for completion of pg course. I should attend classes na.
Sanskar smiled.
Sanskar: ok... opd with dr sharma. But dr swara.. plz take medicines on time.
Swara nodded.
Day was exhausting for her. At 6 o clock in the evening swara finally sat on a bench and closed her eyes. She was feeling quite tired. Suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder. She opened her eyes and found a lady with two young children crying.
Lady: please... please save my husband.
Swara looked sideward to find a man drenched in blood lying on a bench. She stood up at once.

Swara was trying to resuccitate the patient. Finally his ecg became normal after continuous working for 1 hour. A smile ran over her lips. She turned and started to move towards the door to inform his wife but her steps became heavy. She sat on a stool nearby.
Nurse: mam.. you sit here. I will inform them.
Swara nodded and sat more comfortably. She covered her face with her hand. Though in opd she worked whole day, she was seated comfortably. And dr sharma being her doctor was quite casual with her today. But this 1 hour long standing under stress took a toll on her. She was feeling dizzy. Suddenly the lady almost rammed into the ward yelling
Lady: where is the doctor?
Swara stood up.
Lady: what do you all think hA? You are doctor... rich people educated people. You think you will send nurse outside to inform me. Dont you have enough courtesy to tell me by yourself? This much proud!
Lady was yelling continuously. Swara tried to say something.
Nurse: are mam... suniye toh..
Lady: you keep quite. I want my answer dr.
Swara felt her head spinning badly. Her feet were disbalancing. And the continuous screaming and yelling of the lady caused her head to ache highly.
Swara: mam... listen. I am sorry. But i was not in .....
Before she could complete her sentence lady interrupted.
Lady: you doctors... you are feelingless emotionless creatures. You dont understand the pain of patient. What if here in place of my husband your mother would have been there. Then also you would have done the same.

Swara kept her mouth shut. Her already spinning head spinned faster. She felt her legs trembling. She tried to find something for support. Nurse saw this and held swara tightly. Her eyes closed. Lady was astonished too. Suddenly a voice echoed in the ward. WHATS THE MATTER?

It was sanskar. Lady ran to sanskar.
Lady: dr sahab. See that doctor treated my husband and never bothered to inform his condition to me. She just sent a nurse. And now she is faking unconsciousness drama.

Lines appeared on sanskar's forehead. Nurse came running.
Nurse: sanskar sir.... swara mam...
Sanskar understood the situation at once. He ran towards the corner where on a couch was lying swara with her eyes closed. Nurse had lifted her legs with the help of pillow.
Sanskar: water... bring water..
Nurse gave him water. He sprinkled it on swara's eyes. Slowly her eyes opened.
Sanskar: take rest.... hmm
Swara's eyes closed once again. Sanskar turned and looked at the lady.
Sanskar: this doctor whom you are blaming for silly things is the one who put her health on stake for your husband. She was on deathbed just 15 days back. Her working hours have been over but still she worked and you are blaming her for silly things. Pity...
Saying so he turned towards swara. He caressed her hair lightly. Her eyes opened again.
Sanskar: feeling better?
Swara nodded.
Sanskar: try to get up.
He held her by her shoulders and made her sit on the couch.
Sanskar: we ll have a small injection na. Ok
Swara's eyes were still half closed. Sanskar kept her head on his shoulders. He signed nurse to give injections. Swara winced a little.
Sanskar: just a little pain na.
Saying so he kissed her forehead lightly. Sanskar kept her in this position for a while.
Swara: i m sorry. I troubled you...
Sanskar: you did your duty. I am proud of you. Lets go home na.
Swara nodded.

Sanskar helped swara to lie down comfortably on bed in her room. She looked at sanskar and smiled.
Sanskar: now take rest love.
He planted a small kiss on her forehead. Swara drifted off in sleep.