swasan... i do... (Completed)

chap 31

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Chap

Sanskar's fingers were intermingled with someone's. He felt a soft sensation bur could not open his eyes. He took a deep breathe and then all blank.

Ragini looked at the person and waa happy as well as shocked. Laksh too looked at her and took a deep breathe of relief. It was swara.

Sanskar was wheeled inside the ward. Laksh too entered guving a nod to ragini and swara.
Swara: let me in.. please.
Laksh held her by her shoulder and gave an assuring look to her.
Laksh: trust me. You are not in a good state now. But i am extremely thankful to God that you are fine.
He looked at ragini and ragini took swara away.

Swara felt her breathe becoming shallow. Suddenly ragini held her hand and took her inside her cabin.
SLAP!!!!
Swara was holding her cheek and ragini was standing looking fumingly at her.
Ragini: you know why i slapped you.. right!
Swara nodded.
Ragini: you wanted to leave this world but you did not have slightest of brain to tell everything to your ragu.
Swara: rag...
Ragini again slapped her.
Ragini: who am i to you? An outsider. A stranger. And what was that foolish idea of suicide. How dare you to even think of it!
Swara looked astonishingly at ragini.
Ragini: yes.. you are thinking na how come i know? Wait.

Swara sat on her chair with a thud. She looked at ragini who had just told her everything that happened. How sanskar fell in this state!

Swara: every fault is mine ragini. See... i am the reason of every trouble. I am such a freak..
Ragini sat near her. He cupped her face. Tears were twinkling in swara's eyes. She wiped those tears.
Swara: that's why.. that's why i don't wanted to live.
And suddenly ragini put a finger on her lips.
Ragini: ok.. go... jao.. kr lo suicide. But don't forget that what will happen to mom dad's face when they see your body. What will happen to laksh? What will happen to me? And what will happen to sanskar bhaiya? Will he be able to forgive himself? Never. He will die everyday. With his each breathe he will feel a stab. But you go... go naa....
Swara looked at ragini and started to cry. She wanted her tears to wash off all her pain. But more she cried more her pain was increasing. Ragini hugged her tightly at that moment. Swara felt a warmth in her heart after a long time.
Ragini: once you only showed the way to me. And now you are only doing this. Do one thing. Cry... cry till your heart feels satisfied. Then we ll discuss ok.
Swara felt the burden on her heart lessen. She was feeling slightly relaxed.
Swara: i did not want to disturb your and laksh's bliss.
Ragini: you can never swara. You are very good. You can never...
Swara looked at ragini.
Swara: i just... i am sorry ragini. I had hurt you all.
Ragini patted her hair.
Ragini: we all are here for you. Just say.. we will listen. Me and laksh... always. And sanskar bhaiya.. he will too. But he did not know na about your past. That's why he reacted in such a way.
Swara: anybody had...
Their conversation was broken by the opening of cabin door. Laksh came near swara and patted her hair. Swara looked at her and just held her ear.
Laksh: never ever think of leaving us swara.
He hugged her. But his face was tensed.
Swara: how is sanskar?
Laksh: not good swara. Not in a good state. His blood pressure is very high due to which his vein which supply blood to brain is ruptured. Brain haemorrhage.
Swara was taken aback by this result. Laksh: i have called mom dad. They will be here soon.
He kept his head on ragini's shoulder. Swara was about to say something when laksh stopped her in between.
Laksh: no swara.. you are not responsible for this. Please... dont think of it swara.
He held her palm lightly.
Ragini: we three have to be strong now. Mom dad will be devastated to hear this.
Laksh: swara... but where were you actually?
Swara: i ...
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Swara was sitting on the floor with sleeping pills in her hand. She was about to consume those when her phone rang suddenly. Swara decided to ignore that but saw the screen. It was from hospital. She finally picked up the phone.
Swara: yes.. emergency.. call any other doctor please. I am not well. What.. no other doctor available... ok.. ok i will come.
Swara threw the pills. Even peacefully dying was not in her luck. She went to hospital but her phone's battery died in between. And she was managing the emergencies till morning. She was sitting on a bench nearby when she heard the voice SANSKAR SIR..
She found sanskar being wheeled away in the emergency ward.
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Swara: my duty did not allow me to go.
Suddenly the door opened. A nurse was standing there.
Nurse: sir.. mam... sanskar sir...
Trio ran towards the ward. Swara tried to enter the ward when a collegue stopped her.
Swara: please dr. Roy..
Dr. Roy: dr swara... peocedures will be painful for you to watch them.
Laksh held her. Swara looked at laksh and then at dr roy.
Dr Roy: dr sanskar's blood pressure has not been in control. We are trying. But of no use. As soon as it gets controlled we will be operating him.
Swara was shocked to the core. Surgery...
Laksh: what... but for what?
Dr Roy: the clot is damaging the brain. Laksh: but... this type of surgery.. it is high risk.
Dr roy: yes.. their are fatal complications. If surgery done patient might die... but if not then he will not survive for sure.
Laksh felt his weight becoming too heavy for him. He was about to fall when dr roy held him.
Swara felt her head spinning. Ragini held her in time.
Dr roy: dr swara... dr laksh.. i can understand. Sir is our precious gem. We will give our 100%.
He nodded and went inside.