Fresh Start (jax teller)

Chapter 23

The next day, I wake up and realize I left my phone at the club house, shit. I didn't really need it but I would like to have it. I did my morning routine and heard a knock at the door.

"Christian I'm so sorry I completely forgot that I was meeting you, an emergency popped up."

"Marilyn, I've been calling you all night and morning."

"I know I left my phone somewhere, please come in, I'm really sorry." How could I forget that Christian was landing last night and was gonna stay at my place? I'm such a bitch.

"Christian I'm really really sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you."

"Marilyn I missed my mother's dinner for you."

"Oh shit I completely forgot about the dinner too. I'm so sorry, words can't even explain how sorry I am."

"Tell me what happened."

"After Jax picked me up, something came up that needed my help and there I was."

"What came up?"

"Just something that needed medical attention. It's fine it's nothing to worry about it's been taken care of."

"I'm staying at a nearby hotel."

"No that's ridiculous you can stay here."

"I think it's best if I stay over there."

"Stop being a drama queen Christian, I said I was sorry. I'm gonna make it up to you."

"How?"

"How do you want me to?" In that moment he picked me up.

"Oh my god Christian!" I said and he threw me on the bed. He started to take off my clothes.

After about 30 minutes, our sex was finished. That's when I realized that my bedroom window was open for the whole world to hear.

"Shit I left the window open, someone could've heard us. Anyways I'll be back, stay here."

"You're leaving?"

"I have to go pick up my phone."

"I'll take you." We got dressed and I realized that Jax was outside smoking. He probably heard my moans. I told Christian that I'd be back. I started to walk over to Jax's house.

"Busy morning?" He asked.

"I forgot to close the window. Sorry you had to hear that."

"Don't apologize, guess I'm gonna start waking up earlier." He smiles and smirked and I hit his arm.

"Jax I left my phone at the club house, I was just about to go get it."

"You want a ride? I'm heading over there anyway."

"No it's fine, then you'll have to drop me off. I have a ride."

"Okay, see you later." I left back to my house with Christian. We both walked to his car.

We arrived at the club house but I told him to wait outside. I started walking inside. I arrived about the same time Jax did.

"That's who you were with this morning? That prick that's trying to buy out Charming?"

"Yeah, Why?" He didn't say anything he just looked at me.

"Jax I told him to cut the deal."

"And?"

"And I'm not sure if he is."

"I gave him one warning."

"I know. So you do what you gotta do." I said and left inside to get my phone.

"Excuse me have you seen a phone?" I asked the guy with no fingers.

"Gemma must've taken it inside her office."

"Thanks." I said and went inside.

"Hey Gemma." She stopped what she was doing and put her papers down.

"Your phone?"

"Yes." Before she can hand it to me, she took it back.

"Did you think about our little deal?"

"With Mr. Grey?"

"Ride his dick yet?"

"My sex life is private."

"I'm gonna take that as a yes. You know what to do."

"Gemma I talked to Jax, he's gonna handle it."

"Do you know what handling it means?"

"I'd like to think I do. Look I tried convincing him to drop the deal but he doesn't want to."

"Then make him." I rolled my eyes because of how hard headed Gemma is.

"I put down my number on your phone."

"You went thru my phone Gemma."

"You should probably put a lock." I grabbed my phone and started walking out.

I got inside Christian's car.

"Christian you need to cut off your deal."

"Marilyn I already told you that's not going to happen. Nothing will happen to me."

"But it will hurt the club."

"I didn't just come to hang out with you. Here."

"What is this?"

"A file."

"Of what?"

"Of that motorcycle club."

"Why are you giving me this?"

"I don't want you in danger, they're dangerous."

"I don't need these." I handed them back to him.

"I have to head back to Seattle today. I have important meetings."

"You didn't come for me, you came to hand me these."

"I can't just leave my business whenever I please."

"Okay, take me home then." Taylor proceeded to drive us back.

We arrived at my house.

"I'll fly out here as soon as I can."

"Okay." I said. I didn't care.

"I'll leave these here." He left the files on the table of my porch. I stayed outside to smoke a cigarette. I decided to sit down and open one just to see what it was. The first person that showed up was Clay.

President of Sons of Anarchy Motorcycle club since 1990. Gun charges.

I didn't care for his file. I turned to the next one, it was Jax's. I read the entire thing. Him and Tara have been together since high school? I guess I had little hopes he'd leave her, but now I know. He has so many past charges, he's a convict. But that didn't bother me, only the Tara part.

I went thru the files and saw one on Tara.

Tara Teller Knowles

I read it, that bitch is smart. Wait, she wasn't with Jax this entire time, she left to Chicago. I thought her and Jax were together. Now I really know that they won't break up. They went years without seeing each other and still got married. Guess my chances were always slim. That doesn't change the fact that he kissed me. He probably just wants to nail me, another piece of ass. It did say in there he's slept with a bunch of porn stars and local women. I should've known that he doesn't actually like me. But why is someone like Tara with him? Is she that stupid? I kind of feel bad. Now I understand why she's such an uptight bitch. He's a fuckin man whore, if I was her, I'd probably be worse.

I decided to go to my backyard and burn the files, just in case anyone came looking. I completely forgot that Jax has a copy of my house key. I trust him enough, I'm not gonna ask for it back until he decides to bring it to me himself.

Jax had promised justice will be served for my brother's death, but hasn't updated me on anything. I'm starting to think he only said that so I won't ask any more questions. Maybe Jax isn't as honest as I thought, at the end of the day, he doesn't owe me an explanation, I'm just pussy to him.