Lisa
"If you're not gonna talk about what your problem is, how am I suppose to help you?...."
"You have a problem and no matter how you deny it, its still shows...."
"Is this about Jennie dating Kai again?..."
"This is not about them. Godamnit will you talk?!"
"Am I talking to a wall? Earth to Lisa?"
Oh here I go again. Being stuck in the dorm with Jisoo nagging over some I don't know matters. I don't really have an idea what she's talking about. Was it about Dalgom peeing in her room again?
"Lalisa Manoban! Are you listening to me?" She snap a hand on me causing for me to blink a lot. Oh god, I thought it's just a dream that Jisoo is talking in front of me. But here I am. My mind in blank. I don't have the slightest idea what's going on.
Where is Chaeng anyways.?
"Lisa!" Jisoo yelled even though we're facing each other. She looks like about to kill me. What did I do this time? "I've been talking for about ten minutes and you drifted to nowhere again. For the hundred time, what is your problem?!"
She's surely mad.
"I-I-I....
"I-I-I.... Jisoo mocked me. "Go to the point. I know what's the next word and I'm not accepting it.!"
"I'm okay."
"Okay my ass. Tell."
"I have no problem at all."
"Yeah, coz your face shows the other way. Talk."
"Jisoo....
"Talk."
"Kim Jisoo!"
"Lalisa!" Soo had reached her point. She's ready to beat me up if I won't talk about my main problem. "Look Lis..." She finally spoke calmly. "You have a problem and it shows. Chaeyoung notices, Jennie seen it. You've been acting weird lately. Is this because of the world tour that Mr. Yang said?"
"No. Of course not! I was happy about it. World tour unnie plus guesting in America who wouldn't want that?" I ask.
Jisoo scanned me fully. She really sense there's something bothering me and by the change of topic, it's still not a save. Jisoo brought back the main point and ask what's my problem again.
This time all I did was to think about Joohyun again.
She's. Always. In. My. Head.
When I made the taxi to tour us around the city, it feels like one of the happiest moment I have.
Having her in my arms.
It's different.
So different when I step on stage and having thousands of fans cheering.
She feels different.
The feeling with her is totally different. Like a feeling I'll only experience if we're together. If she's being that close to me. She's holding my hand and her head to my shoulder falling to my chest.
Joohyun makes me feel different that I couldn't explain.
And the kiss. That simply peck on my lips. That's the problem. It's still fresh in my head. In my lips. I could still feel the softness of her lips. The way it touch mine and how it blast fireworks in my whole being. How it made my world shaking under my own control.
The kiss.
And now, being interrogated by the one and only Kim Jisoo has already pushed me to my limit. I'm close enough to tell her. To admit to her how I was kissed by a woman.
