I crumpled the evaluation sheets that I'm trying to read. Punched the wooden table hoping the pain that's inside my chest would divert it to my throbbing hand.
It didn't.
I punched it again and again that I could see my knuckles started to bleed. I want to divert this pain, this madness. And if it weren't to my manager coming in, I would've done worst.
Everyone panicked around me, Chinese staffs, even my co mentors, they gasp watching in horror. Blood started to run down from my hand and it didn't matched the pain I felt in my heart.
How could Joohyun do this to me?
January 1. It's suppose to be new beginnings. It's a new year, new start, new life to begin with. But if January 1 will only greet me with Joohyun's dating scandal with another man, then I'm cursing this day from now on.
Breaking News:Dispatch January 1 couple. Exo's leader Kim Junmyeon (SUHO) and Red Velvet's leader BaeJoohyun (IRENE) are reportedly dating. It has been stated that the two started seeing way back first quarter in 2018.
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The feeling that everything, crumples down. Every plans I made crushed. My heart is breaking to pieces, like someone opened my chest to take my heart away. How can I let this happen? How can I let her do this to me? How can I be so stupid?
Nini: please reply asap.
Sooya: lisa don't watch any news or open social media.
Seulgi: we hope you're doing okay.
Chaeng: do you want me to go there?
Nini: reply please. Tell us you're okay.
Seulgi: I don't know what she's doing anymore. It shooked us too.
